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Feb 15 2010

2010-02-15T11:36:00.002+08:00

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I Promise..

2009-01-05T23:19:00.004+08:00

To be a really good girl this year!

I've been supa pampered to death, baby is the sweetest, he brings me remedy when im ill, food when im hungry and lots of love when i'm down. I'm so blessed, don't give up okay dear?

I've got so much to say and to thank for, fwens, family and a loved one and i promised to change my obnoxious attitude, for myself! It's for the better! I wont surrender! Thanks for being here for me guys, i don't know what else i can say to express my gratitude other than Thank You.

We'll really miss Reuben and all the supper and poker and shopping sessions, he's been a supa supa good fwen to us and i wish him all the best in Boston, in his studies, career and most of all, with his dear Audrey! We can't wait to see you 7 months later! Bon Voyage!

This Christmas

2008-12-30T00:24:00.000+08:00

Other pics soon!

Miss Veet 3!

2008-12-11T13:16:00.005+08:00

AHHHHHHH hahahahhaha 3rd! Ok, i think i was more excited and nervous before the start of the competition than at the end, i had crazy butterflies in my tummy trying to rehearse my lines and my song. I loved the girls, esp Zoe and Ashley they super cute! I didnt expect them to be such wonderful girls whom i can actually haf fun with, but they are and i'm so thrilled i got to meet them.

I just really really happy my fwens who promised to be there were there becos it meant alot to me! Especially Benitaaa! She stayed on til the end of the show, ahhh i love her la! And BFF Teo who came down last min and stayed on til..dinner hahah and Reuben who gave me alot of support and encouragement throughout this difficult time who couldnt be there but i'm just veri grateful for all the help he's given us unconditionally! I miss my Melo, who was disappointed she couldnt be there last nite, but she's coming back tmr and i miss her and i love my best fwen~

Just feel veri fortunate to haf such a supportive and loving family, my aunts my nieces my mom, they waited so long, so we had crab at the end of the day!

And thank you, to a special someone who tolerates my nonsense, my wilfulness, my being so incorrigible, pettiness and everything else ugly about gwen. He takes it all in, with love and patience and i'm so glad and thankful he's still arnd to love me and guide me. I promise to be better ok Michael Lin?

P.S.// Pictures next time round. Thanks for all who voted and supported! :))

Veet Contest

2008-11-19T16:34:00.005+08:00

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Okay, so there's this contest which i conveniently got myself into while filling out a form for 2 nice ladies at Heeren, i thot it was just a lucky draw, turned out to be a competition, and i was shortlisted into the Top 10. So basically, i haf to vote and get my fwens and my fwens's fwens to vote. So if you haf the time, and wanna see some nice legs, go to this link here:

http://www.veetgorgeouslegs.com/Miss-Veet-2008-Finalist/#Finalist=119

and vote.. FOR ME of cos (under GWEN, first one on the 2nd row)! Others see see only okay? rofl, thank you!

4 In The Morning...

2008-11-19T03:54:00.019+08:00

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Well i couldnt sleep, so i figured i could play with this photoscape and upload some pictures here. Did a few events, met some new fwens, several of them are really really nice, esp Michelle! She's adorable! Nth much to write about so just pictures anyway..

Stomp Party

Another LG Event, really enjoyable, super nice girls, great photographers and veri yummy food.

I never knew April took that shot, good thing my hair shielded half my face!

Really glad i made some really good fwens lately, been playing poker every wk! So entertaining and its soo good to catch up, talk nonsense, nonstop laughing and vicious bitching with them over a game of poker. Feels veri comforting to haf them around when i need them most, really love my melo and beni, reny and reuby (sounds damn gay with all the i and y but), they are super 38 haha!!!!!!! thank you guys, and FORWARD MOVING!!! aza!

All right, 5am! Signing off now.

Perfectly Random

2008-09-12T23:33:00.013+08:00

Ran through some old pictures in my folders while searching for some old videos, and found some pretty cute ones, think i've nvr posted em', they're either from my cell or photographs that i've scanned awhile back. Nostalgic!

First up!

My favourite picture from the past, i had no idea where it came about but it turned up on my table a few yrs ago! i like! Super buay paiseh!

After the NPNF a few yrs ago, some recruitment at Sentosa.

This was taken during class @ Mannequin, our coach was giving us tips on how to pose and photograph! She's gosu! I miss that gawd-awful mophead haha!

Nik's birthday last yr, i believe we tried to do this ^_~v HAHAHAH though i'm not half as adorable as she is!

Dusty Fashion show with Destiny!

Melo's Birthday in Jan, taken with FM! i liked her clothes! Super best her dressing lol dressed better than a man!

K no more! Gone!

“You must love yourself before you love another. By accepting yourself and fully being what you are, your simple presence can make others happy.”

Calpernia Addams FTW!

2008-09-01T14:27:00.001+08:00

Present day superwoman! She's so witty!

2008-08-22T18:07:00.003+08:00

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Surreal

2008-07-27T23:31:00.001+08:00

Living in a fantasy..

Finally

2008-07-05T00:40:00.003+08:00

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Baby ORD-ed! It's a huge milestone for us and it seemed like a really long time but we're both glad its finally over.

Celebrated our 4th year anniversary tonight after work and we had a really nice and simple dinner at Stonegrill. The steak's good even after my 2nd time! It's been a longg time since we spent a nite out and had dinner at a restaurant. It was good company and the food was delightful, pretty glad he likeed the food there too.

Just want to express how relieved i am and happy for him, the wait had been pretty tough sometimes when i don't get a call or an sms from him on many occasions, when we hadn't had enough time together, when i really just wanted to shut my ears and got frustrated when he whined about his stay-in and how ****eed up life is in camp. That was pretty annoying dear!!!!!!!!!!!! Absolutely sick of listening to it 24/7, 7 days a wk for the past 2 yrs! hahahaha.

Anyway i'm resigning soon and school's abt to commence, we are actually taking a same module together! Totally unplanned and coincidental so i'm pretty much looking forward to school but i'm sure gonna miss GSA and my colleagues! They've been so nice to me!!

Okay, anyway Happy Birthday to my BMF C0wy! Our friendship's came a really long way and i wish him all the best in love and.. studies! Cheers! =D

Meisi's Unforgettable Wedding Day

2008-06-08T22:51:00.016+08:00

One of my favourite cousins got hitched last wkend. We couldn't believe it, time passed in a flash and now she's married. I rmbed we were only sec sch students when Herman and Meisi tutored us, they were only grads back then and were amateur tutors hahaha but they were really really super nice to us. Super super nice !!!!!!!! (hence the exclamation marks!) They were always thoughtful and patient and we had alot of fun back then, fooling arnd, teasing them during CNY and sharing lotsa gossips during tutoring sessions. heheh, and now she's married! We are sure gonna miss her! she still feels like the uni grad we knew back then, innocent and pure AND innocent hahaha, veri gullible also! As a matter of fact, i can't can't can't imagine her going to have her first first-born.

But no matter what is it, we love her super much! She's still one of our favourite bulli-able (if there isn't such a word, there is, now) cousins and we wish her happiness and eternal bliss as she embarks on the next phase of her life journey.

DANG DANG DANG DANG!

No wonder they say women are the prettiest on their wedding day. She's super chio! And hot, never imagined her hot but she has a hot slim tummy!! (WITH A HOT ROSY FACE)

Ok now.. time for..

Pictures..with the ever mischievous-anytime-anywhere-licking niece.

Without brother..

With brother..(it was funny when we kept switching btwn these 2 pics)

Dirty curtains. Got scolded by mummy!
The used-to-be Power Rangers rofl (ten yrs ago..)

Mummy as blur as ever, dun wanna give me a decent picture

One of my favourite pictures of the nite, but so bluR! My camera sucks under such lighting, even worse with flash!
*tug tug*
Oh and i love my furry dresss, kew o^-^o!

With cousin Herman, still ever the same but 10x more suitors rofl

Gotta end the post now, didnt post the previous entries and pictures cos too many! No time to sort out. But thanks for browsing and ciao!

random

2008-05-22T23:13:00.005+08:00

Been really busy, got a new job at an airline logistics firm before uni commences in aug/sept.

These past few months haf been overwhelming, but mostly i'd just like to think of it as.. extraordinary.

Anyways, i can't load any pictures due to the lag so i'll do so the next time if possible.

Got so much to blog abt but just dunno where to start, its been months! Cheryl's princess 21st birthday party, Wenqi's 21st muffincaked birthday, i dunno time passes so swiftly! anyway just wanna thank my dear melo for listening to me, liangyou and cowy tho he's only only contactable virtually. blah. and my parents! my unconditional loving parents.

all right, gonna end this post with a veri random note, pun intended! mummy wrote this to remind me sister and i think she draws the most retarded animal, is that a rabbit? well i think its awfully cute, my mum is super cute!!!! ok gotta turn in now! ciao ~

Newfound Addiction

2008-04-09T00:13:00.003+08:00

The amber floral by Michel Almairac and Amandine Marie at Robertet is meant to embody the classic modern scent. It features a bouquet of powdered florals composed of peony, lychée and freesia. Notes of rose, magnolia and lily of the valley make up the heart over an amber and cedar wood base.

i am totally captivated by Chloe Eau de Parfum (smells exactly like what i'd use, it's exactly what i want), abosolutely adore it becos it contains my favourite rose essence and i've always been captivated by rose scents and essences. Ever since the first bottle of rosewater mist i gotten, i'd been using rosewater products religiously. And this smells almost like most of the rosewater products i haf. Veri light and subtle and feminine. But i just gotten Brit from Burberry, which is a veri pleasant perfume also. Nothing too strong. Very sexy and sensual and floral~ loves!

All right, havent gotten much time to blog, started working at an air freight company 2 wks ago, was a little tough in the beginning trying to adjust, but it's all good now, quite fun in some ways and i haf almost no time at all, quite tired everyday! But will be back soon, v happy lately! Gonna get some stuff done too, so ciao!

Chi New Year ❤ Valentine's Day '08

2008-03-10T11:51:00.001+08:00

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Sorry for the delay, the pictures had been uploaded quite awhile ago just nvr had time to blog. So just pictures, nth much. There's been alot going on but they're all finally coming to an end.

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Well..we're all looking forward to

New Beginnings!
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So belated Gong Xi Fa Cai!

messy hair more pls!

Valentine's..

99 loves~

kew!

1929, a boutique hotel on the fringe of Chinatown.

i love the songs and the comprehensive set of M.A.C. brushes~
❤ Thank you ❤

Might be going redang for a couple of days..apparently the tickets haf been booked but we'll haf to see how!
Ciao!

Introducing..

2008-02-25T18:43:00.012+08:00

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❤www.loveskatepark.com❤

In conjunction with Valentine's Day (i know i'm utterly late in posting a Vday entry but i'm still doing it anyway!), Pony and his fwen are launching their first-ever skatepark in Singapore. I can't skate but it sure as hell look like a lot of fun..and pain lol.

So if you have a love for skating, well even if you don't, you SHOULD check them out anyway becos:

1. I'm their poster girl!! (no i'm not, just kidding)

2. The site is user-friendly and you can view photos and videos of Gary tryin to show off some "cool" moves with his 100yr old skateboard.

3. If you don't haf a hobby currently, and/or if you've nvr tried this extreme sport then you should seriously consider taking this up, save up a few hundred before they open in the 3rd quarter of 2008 and get ready to impress some girls!

Anyway like it or not, just haf a look, some posts are pretty funny, support all right! =D

- There i'm done pony, double cheese burger meal thx.

Anyway i'll be posting my cny/vday pics soon. Just pictures this time round i guess. Cheerios!

21st Birthday Pre-Post Thank You's..

2008-01-20T13:45:00.000+08:00

Really really contented this year, everyone's been sooo good to me.

Thank you for all the birthday wishes and messages.

Big BiG BIG thank yous' going out to these incredicble people who made this year's celebrations extra special for me!

12th Jan 2008, to: Mummy, my family and all my cousins and aunts and baby who ordered the buffet, the cake and arranged the venue for such a wonderful birthday get-together. It was really heartwarming and exhilarating to see my closest family and all my little babies come together to spend my early 21st.

15th Jan 2008, to: Liangyou who ordered everyone to be there on tueday, who brought me to the place i wanted to eat v much, veri delightful cheese fondue and bought me an awfully sinful chocolate cake (just what i wanted) and thal, mork, gab, dee-anne who seen me through another birthday song and candles. That was one of the best days i've had had with my classmates, we playeed fooseball which was sooo hilarious, we rode the mini carousel, talked nonsense and blew smelly mama shop balloons lol. i love my fwens! thank you for the wonderful evening!
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17th Jan 2008, to: John and Michael who haha was really late becos he had some unknown plan and they brought me to Jumbo! So we had really nice crab and i love the kangkong and seafood =D They bought me a really really nice japanese cheesecake and we played wii and i had a really awesome surprise at the end of the day lol. thanks Michael who went thru all the last min prep to give me such a sweet sweet sweet surprise!
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18th Jan 2008: I was totally exhausted from all the celebrations and what not, and the day started off great, i shared some cheesecake with my classmates and they bought me sunflower! lol My court shoes almost had me killed tho! I met up with Baby for some shopping and then June, Dave, Melo and Abel whom picked the restaurant for the evening and by the end of the day, i was really really gratified and just really really happy that the celebrations came to a close and it was wonderful. the food was great, the company was so good (i miss my melo and june!) and i did some nice shopping so im so happy! ok now im just blabbering.

Okay, really wanan post all the photos and stuffs soon (when i get all of them!)..

But right now i gotta rush back to my crazy projects so i just wanna say thank you again. im veri happy to receive so much this year, the angbaos, the fabulous, expesive and sexy gifts, the sincere early early birthday wishes, and for all the time and effort that my fwens and family haf had to put in to give me only the best for this year's amazing 21st birthday. i'm so grateful and imma upload the pics soon! so hang arnd til i get em' up heh!

Cheerios!

It Makes Me Feel..

2008-01-02T14:41:00.000+08:00

Comfortable listening to songs (not the hiphop recommendations of cos lol, just the Soul, R&B, jazz, blues , acoustic and indie ones) like these all the time, just the right songs to put me to slp on a rainy sunday afternoon (it seems that lately, everyday IS a rainy sunday afternoon), makes you wanna lie in bed, do absolutely nothing and wander off. These songs might be a lil outdated and but most of all, some may be really underrated but they are one of the best songs i've ever enjoyed listening to and i just wanted to share.

Corinne Bailey Rae - Like a Star

I think it's a fortunate thing to be able to feel this way, to be able to relate to the song and not hurtful sad breakup songs (e.g. You were my everything) and this song makes you want to cry a happy cry, instead of listening to awfully heartbreaking songs that make you go hysterical and delirious from re-enacting your last breakup. So I feel really lucky to have You, and for the way you make me feel.

Just like a star across my sky,
just like an angel off the page,
you have appeared to my life,
feel like I'll never be the same,
just like a song in my heart,
just like oil on my hands,
Honor to love you

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
with anyone but you,
we do it all the time,
blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,
you make me feel I'm alive,
when everything else is au fait,
without a doubt you're on my side,
heaven has been away too long,
can't find the words to write this song of your love,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
with anyone but you,
we do it all the time,
blowing out my mind,
Now i have come to understand,
the way it is,

It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
from tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
now I understand,
Yeah-yeah
Oooh......Ooohhhh..

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
with anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
for anyone but you we do it all the time,
blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
just like an angel off the page,
you have appeared to my life,
feel like I'll never be the same,
just like a song in my heart,
just like oil on my hands.

I know we all hate it when there are recommendations of good songs or just lyrics that selfish people put up without its title, (What's up with that?) and you can't figure out the title from the lyrics on your own, it's pretty funny, frustrating but here's mine anyway. Hope you like it, can't exactly get the downloads, so just youtube them if you haf to :> hail to singer/songwriters, they make such good music.

On my Playlist:

You Were My Everything by Aviator

Superstar by Kyle (Great songs to CWalk to :> i love shuffling!)

It Don't Matter To The Sun by Rosie Thomas

American Terrorist by Lupe Fiasco

No One by Alicia Keys (I sing this song every 5 mins)

Baby Don't Cry (remix) by 2Pac featuring Ciara

Come Back in One Peace by Aaliyah Ft DMX

Caribou Lou 2 by Tech N9ne

T.R.O.Y. (They Reminisce Over You) by Pete Rock & CL Smooth

Makes Me Whole - Amel Larrieux

Get Up - Amel Larrieux

Ordinary People by John Legend

Coming Home by John Legend
P.D.A. (We Just Don't Care) by John Legend
(My first and most adored ringtone when i first got my new cell)

Gravity by John Mayers
Comfortable by John Mayers (his songs are chill inducing)

So that feeling.. well, if you wait long enough.. it passes..

Unbelievably..

2007-12-31T23:25:00.000+08:00

LAZY

Yup that's what i am, i am totally unbelievable. I can't believe i passed up hanging out with my fwens on new year's eve at Cafe Del Mar over the fact that i'm just plain simple lazy and wanted me-time. I really appreciate my fwenes urging me insistently to go but i just couldn't bring myself to, lol i can't believe i told him i didnt wanna haf fun, someone said that that was sick. However, i'm really happy to be here, i just wanted some quiet time and to spend new year's alone, for the first time. Though i really wished my bf could be with me more than anything else, unfortunately we've gotten used to the fact that that doesn't happen most of the time but i cried when he sent me a new year msg he edited form some chain letter and passed on, but he wrote it himself and it said:

"Hey darling, i want to wish you this: May the worst of your tomorrows be better than the best of your yesterdays :>"

And this meant more than the world :> It made me feel so much better even though he's not here with me now.

So i wish for this to everyone and anyone who visits this little haven of mine, and also to those whom do not. Spread some love!

Peace out!

This song is dedicated to my one love!

Makes Me Whole

Darling I want you to listen

I stayed up all night, so I could get this thing right

And I don't think there's anything missing

Cause a person like you, made it easy to do

I've waited for so long, to sing to you this song

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

I think the angels are your brothers

They told you about me, said you're just what she needs

And I find myself thanking your mother

For giving birth to a saint

My spirit flies when I say your name

If there's one thing that's true

It's that I was born to love you

And your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

You make my dreams

Come true over and, over again

And I honestly truly believe

You and me are written in the stars

I live my whole life through

To giving thanks to you

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

Amel Larrieux - Makes Me Whole

3 BLIND MICE

2007-12-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

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Had a blowout time with my dearest girlfwens @ kbox ytd, didnt expect myself to haf sooo much fun. Hadn't seen one another for some time now, we probably only meet twice or thrice a year, sobs.. so having them around really got me to a natural high, i ponned school tho >.<>

Manda has a new taitai haircut which we both think really suits her, veri classy! I like, herr hair texture so good :/ Manda says im only always saying she's veri taitai cos i've ran out of words to describe her hahah and June said im more tai tai than her now -_- ROFL i'll take that as a compliment!

Anyway as usual they were complained that i INSISTED that we took neoprint cos they're all too old for that (they exaggerated!), haha which was really funny cos we were all frantic and at a loss when we were taking the pictures, these 2 "old women" are sooo cute.

I have not uploaded the neoprints but here are some random pictures June took durin the whole session.

Stolen from her blog! She edited everything lol

We were all going wild in the ktv room (which was just RIGHT NEXT TO THE CASH REGISTER COUNTER) wdf, so all the waitresses probably heard out yelling and wad not, but we paid no mind to them! Angeline joined us too, she soooo enthu and supportive! So happy to see her!

She even filmed us dancing and singing Spice Girls - Stop HAHAH, that was like the last song i chose, good choice, nvr seen Manda so (shi tai (lose her composure or smth like that, oh its poise! haha) ), everyone just let loose. HHAHAHAH i've nvr seen Manda laughed so hard before, when i sang Think of Me, we literally laughed our heads off. god imma select that song everytime i go! But quite paiseh cos i totally lost myself when i sing that song and i don't ever feel comfortable with other fwens than i've been with these 2 (no, 3 incl. melo!). LOl june was talking to Angeline so she totally tuned out my singing, it was so f***ing hilarious, sorry i had to use the f word ( it helps me express how i feel more veraciously).

Baby would love this picture fer-sho cos my cheeks are so fat! i like fatcheeks!

ah! trimmed my hair, its so short now :(

My favourite independent women!

BIG HUGS FOR MY GIRLS! Glad that all of them are well and happy right now, we promised to have christmas dinner when mel's back which is probably next wk! 1 yay because im cooking up a feast! HAHAH 2 yays becos we're going over to manda's, 3 yays cos it's been sucha long time and we've nvr had christmas dinner together before and we get to meet Manda's new bf :>

Cheerios!

The Wedding Entry

2007-12-02T16:51:00.000+08:00

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Title pun totally intended, Uncle gave a really big angpao (4figures, ho seh alr lol)..but anyways..

It was my first time attending a wedding banquet with fish, his dad's niece wedded at the Clark Quay Novotel last night, and we were there to give them our blessings and to haf a yummyyummy dinner! :D

All right the mother of lazy bugs (myself) is feeling really slothful today so imma just keep it real short! Cheers!

Godma attended a wedding too, on the same day and i havent seen her so beautiful in a really longggg time!

Just an example of mom taking a really bad picture that could've turned out really nice :<

And this is the first time my hair turned out well and tamed! Less than 8 tries of hair curling! Gosu gwen!

Ee-Binn! She's veri cute, and exceptionally smart! High eq <--

Wedded bliss~

Ah i managed to ask for a grp picture too!

Oh still haf like tons of photos i havent uploaded, and the song! rofl, my arm still aches from playing merely 30mins of Wii, i'm so unhealthy and feeling really sore! sheesh, god knows how long i havent exericised, probably since i graduated from sec sch, okay anyway, will be back soon, ciao!

Happy Birthday <><

2007-12-01T18:28:00.000+08:00

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So this is kinda overdued i know but just so i lose my pictures (again, along with 20 of my disney movie videos) and silly notes when my computer crashes on me again, there's always this place where i can turn to, to retrieve something more than just pictures and words. i think it's TOTALLY necessary that i just save a page of my diary here so i can give my memory a jolt every now and then and be able to look back into the past when i feel a need to. To reminisce, to be able to feel something again just by looking at pictures, to laugh at my own stupidity, to find that my nieces and nephews going up so rapidly, to learn from past mistakes and to realise that time flies. (Emo alert)

Ok totally out of pt but well for all i know my computer might crash again, the last time was 2 wks ago when water from my air conditioner leaked and went into my monitor, hahah my sister said she saw sparks and some smoke coming from the monitor, and it caused a black out at home :> twice when i tried turning it on again rofl. But thankfully, there's a God, and he gave my computer life again the next day.

So, just some pictures from his birthday dinner at the Marina Mandarin Hotel, the buffet's really good! i like the flower crabs and shark fin soup most, his mom said Shangri-La didnt haf such a wide spread so we headed here instead. But i'd love to go there soon!

I LOVE CHEESEEEEE, i need a cheese kaki~

Lol his sour expression is kinda cute!

Bought him a cake from.. littlefootpastry, it's all right, not spectacular, i was a lil disappointed cos my fwen said it was awfully tasty but i guess im just a lil fussy and dun really like to cham(mix) chocolate and cheese together. I'll bake him a birthday cake next yr!! :>

Rounded daddy mummy and my younger brother and sister to launch him a kamikaze birthday surprise attack after his bath haha, he totally didnt expected it which was, well a good surprise i guess! heh, i love surprises :>

So there! and i bought like re-lighting candles and he got so puzzled cos it relighted everytime he blew them out, we had to use an extinguisher! (no we don't haf 1 of those at home, i was kidding.)

A cosy simple 21st!

So Close

2007-11-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

To my Prince Charming..

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know

All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Thank you for this beautiful enchantment.

Update: I've found the song on youtube! Happy! You can view it here :> This would be one of my wedding songs!

And they lived happily..ever..after..

Do you think?

2007-11-22T18:19:00.000+08:00

Here's something to think abt:

Idiots don't think.
Mad people do.

And i'd rather be the latter.

Because mad ppl ain't necessarily stupid.

I LOVE SIT DOWN COMEDY

2007-11-21T14:40:00.000+08:00

Okay so a couple of days ago, found this web community for college/high school students on Youtube and honestly, i've been havin tummy cramps from all the laughing, esp from kevjumba! he's like the "stereotypical" gangsta-nerd asian boy and im totally having the hots for him right now AHAHAHHA.

Ok so anyway imma just post a couple of my favourite videos, seriously, the sex ones are really short AND funny so if you're doubtful, just begin with those, if you like him, cont watching the more elaborate ones, equally entertaining, totally lmao.

TROUBLE REACHING AN ORGASM

CHECKING FOR BREAST CANCER (1 for the LADIES)

HELP FOR A GUY WHO'S A LITTLE SHY (and the guys, this is funny!)

Can't believe how funny these college/highsch guys can be, davedays is reallly funny too, veri cute! but he's not as creative as kev imo, Finding KevJumba Part 2 is hilarious, cos happyslip just knocked him right out, love his videos, flippin amazing, so here's more:

i love the fact that he's just being satirical the entire video.

He's funny, i probably mentioned this more than 20times today. Gawd, i love witty humourous ppl, who doesnt? And his jokes are easy to grasp and did i mention he's asian with small tiny hamster eyes.

UPDATE: Baby didn't quite like it, he finds him boring not sure if u did but booshoe is kinda cool tho, the video about queefing, anyway, we just had his birthday dinner at Marina Mandarin, be right back!

Can't thank enough..

2007-11-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

Received a b-e-a-u-tiful bouquet of tulips on friday morning. I was still asleep at 10am when Michael called, apparently the deliveryman had been knocking for a longgg time and no one was home! haha it's the sweetest thing right, to wake up in the morning and find such lovely flowers at the door. thank you so much reny! the picture doesnt justify the flowers and i just didnt haf time to take a picture with it, since i was having panic disorder the entire day. but they are beautiful and they're our (mom&i) favourite flowers :D

It really just slipped my mind, i've even forgotten to take pictures with my lovely baby nieces and nephews, i love them so so sooooo much, esp Clara and Cherise and my aunts who came down for both events. i love them so much, they are the greatest! Friday was bad but i was really happy on sunday cos everyone had fun and it just kills me inside to know that they wanted to sign me up but couldnt cos i was alr with haidie. it made me laugh, and i was sooo thrilled when the producer told me Sunyanzi's vocal coach liked me alot..ahhhh that made the whole experience worth while, everything, everything was great on sunday(even when i had a lil mishap with my new dress), baby met his sec sch fwen Clement who was a really nice guy, and it tickles me whenever Darren and Gillian are cracking their heads to tell us new jokes, and it makes me so glad to see fish play with the kids, buy them bubble tea, wrestle with them and laugh at their corny jokes and the kids loveee him. My precious Viki called him "Uncle Fish", so cute, she didnt even address me! I think baby has sucha cute and easy name for them to rmb, they like to make fun of him, ask where his fishtank is, whether he slps with his eyes open and just all the children's faq abt sea creatures. lol

Anyway i'm sooo elated and embarrassed that Michael and Tony came down the other day, they are soooo nice, even when i insisted that they don't come, they still came, it was sucha pleasant surprise. Thank you soooooo much both of you :D Wished i could do smth for them! ok i learn to make crepes, then i'll make you both ice cream crepes ok? :D

Mummy's been veri busy, but she's been so great, so supportive. She was so tired she konked out at my aunt's. I love the dresses we bought, they are sooo lovely~ but im dying to buy my yellow tube but she doesn't liike it T_T

Oh and my brother was just asking why i don't ever take pictures and update my blog, i told him i'm not veri keen on taking pictures esp cos i don't dress up 24/7 and i'm not photogenic, but i really did forget to take some nice pictures ytd, with everyone else as well!! And i finally managed to did a good job at curling my hair haha after a few practices, can't do it without tony's help lol, it frustrates my mom cos i told her i could do a better job than the nearby salon and she didn't believe me, wasted a good $40.

Well this wk has been a whirlwind, one of which i nearly killed myself , the pressure, the insufficient preparatory work, i really hated it, thank God for sunday, it makes me wanna push myself and no matter how much pressure mummy puts on me, i know she does it for me and i thank her for letting me do what i like and pushing me to the limits even when i don't like it.
Feels like a long time since i "talked", feel like i've so much to say and thank for but i just dunno where to begin. I've got a special song for everyone and i hope i find some quiet time to sing it. SOON i hope, soon, yeah that's what i ALWAYS say.

I'm so weak now, bad tummy, and i've got so much things going on in my mind i cant quite catch up, it makes me just wanna crash on my bed and sleep on it. lol which i am, at least for today. love peons, they always mumble "WORK WORK" and well, i gotta get started!
Oh and i forgot to thank a sweetsweet fwen Ferlyn who choreograph my dance for me, hahah wish i could haf done better at that, she promised to teach me some new steps! So cool! Can't wait.

OK Cheers! Will be back soon!

I love

2007-11-05T00:55:00.001+08:00

DITA VON TEESE!

I LOVE AMY!!

I LOVE STARDUST (anyone who hasn't caught the movie and loves mystical tales must catch this, 4.8/5, 0.2 short because it just wasnt long enough! Claire Danes & Charlie Cox are so beautiful, and i somehow knew the voice behind the screen was Ian Mckellen's, i think he makes a really wise AND hot grandfather)

I LOVE MY MOTHER, she's the bravest, most hardworking woman i know. I know this is a difficult time, and every day gets harder, but i hope my family can make it through this rough patch, becos my mother is a superhuman and nothing is impossible :D

Hope everything goes well the next two weeks, gotta prac harder everyday! But my brother's real nice,volunteered to practise with me. haha there's nothing stronger than a heart of a volunteer's. :D

Out.

Babbling

2007-10-29T22:31:00.001+08:00

I KNOW.. it's been quite awhile, i think that's the norm here alr, sometimes there's so much to write about but when i want to, there's smth new coming up, and it accumulates and then i jsut give up :>

Well anyway just a short update on the entire October month, juggling between work.. during the holidays, lessons, had too much brandy to drink, puked all over myself, well no just kidding, thank God Sharon was there, my bosses wanted veri much to drink for my losses but Li just won't budge(i like his maserati zz)! I won in the end tho! YAY! love dice game, first time i played so lost alot and drank ALOT. like 5 crazy glasses of brandy, 4 champagne oh yucks. and before that i even had red wine and we had a good buffet so..all the good ole cheese, caesar salad, cakes and yummy alaska crabs(i wonder how many fishmen die everyday catching those sea creatures) just came right out of that mouth, yup, wonderful, though i was pretty prroud of myself for not crying cos i always cried when i puked. So good job! And no hangover!

Also had 3 buffets in that particular one wk, which is near insanity, feels so good though, cos the food at one degree 15 was not bad, the ambience was good, overlooks the sea and saw so many yachts! first time!! And the sashimi at this buffet was bloody good.. in oh no i forgot where it was, it was in the west and i don't usually visit the west side unless i go over fish's. So it was a hell of a dinner, i had so much rice, and that's probably why i don't eat alot during meals nowadays, everything just feels lousy, only mummy's food is the best!

And i've just been talking to some old fwens lately, which was..refreshing (right cow?) He says i haf boy hobbies! i'm not sure, i only like poker, my warcraft games..i like watching good soccer matches with fish and i don't do sports(??? lol). I haven't lost my femininity just cos i play boy games! i love shopping which i think i just did awhile ago with mom, aunt and cousin, VERI NICE! Bought so many things! Also bought a new dress! and a baby phat bag(gawd i love baby phat)! veri happy when we haf some money to spend, can buy anything we want, and the best thing is, the bag and dress have no replicates here, usually i like to buy or sometimes happen to buy stuff that comes only in 1 piece lol, so i nvr worry someone's wearing the same thing as i. Other than..clothes i wear to sch and the nearby mall, i'm a walking disasater sometimes hahaha. So ya i'm boasting now, i'll stop.

And im just going nuts over makeup now, experimenting and stuff but its all so haute! Not veri public friendly haha,gonna spend lotsa money buying new makeup,a full set of brushes yay! ok that's totally irrelevant, and i can't think of anything right now, my game's gonna alt tab itself once we find a game, so just some random pictures, veri narcisstic (i know) haha. which girl isn't and since i rarely post pictures, i posted a somewhat cute picture (i was just trying, so spare me ok!)

OH OH and i loveeeeeeeee DVT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sexy pictures next time!

i know you must be wondering "what the hell?" right, well me too.

Overdued, but i think its cute!

Oh and before i sign off, i haf this really funny news bloopers to share, watched it twice just to laugh it all over again, hopeless. Cheers!

Evening Reminiscent of..

2007-10-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

happier times..

I think..i'm finally growing up, it was awhile back when i just couldn't fall aslp in bed and it was stressful cos i had to wake up early for work and well it was a difficult transition but slping better now! So sometimes i reminisce abt silly things i did in the past that made my mom really really angry, that made them think i was a monkey, in fact, a "boy" who went ballistic. Haha which is quite true coming to think of it, i used to do stupid things like.. we'd go over to my 2nd aunt's every sunday and i'd spend ALOT of time out in the garden watering the plants and used my uncle's pruners to chop off any pretty flowers or dying leaves hahaha, hell that was fun, i rmb my uncle used to yell at me all the time cos i killed all his prized possessions!

Mom usually get upset cos.. hmm i think it was when i was in primary sch and she used to cane me cos i'd get 80 marks or smth and that wasn't good enuff! Whatever it was i rmbed i had alot of beatings, but those were good, though i usually didn't learn my lessons and would get more the next wk but it was fun! Wouldn't haf made such an impression if it weren't for the beatings which i think i deserved ahaha, there was this once when it really hurt cos there was this moron in sch who said "Cb" and i had no idea wad it meant and i just repeated that to my mom and i had a hell of a caning T_T i rmb i crawled under the table like super scared la! daddy not there to save me :/

Hmmm i guess there was also the time, my first time in fact, when i was bored at home and i took out the rice HAHAH and i washed and rinsed ALOT OF IT(maybe a bucket?). ROFL i had nfi i wasnt supposed to do that cos the rice would go bad if we don't consume it, so for that, i had quite a severe beating.

heh, oh what my mom didn't know was that i played with baby powder, which was expensive!! i still use baby powder now, i love baby powder and i wouldnt waste it like that anymore! I'd mix it like you mix it with with flour and water to make cakes and just try to make a paste out of it, and after im done with my bath, i dump it down the toilet bowl. rofl insane. Mummy says i'm a destroyer hahhaha, everything also wanna touch, everything i touch is eventually becomes dead.

I used to cook when i was 8yrs old, i couldnt reach so i'd always pull a stool and try to cook, think i finally made it when i was 10, cooked my own veggies, those xiaobaicai cos i really really love eating veggies and back then mummy was at work and i usually study the morning classes. i rmb the wok was sooo heavy!! well i managed! :D

Sure missed those days, though i really hated getting caned sometimes (i'd rummaged evrywhere to find her cane and throw it down the chute), but mummy nvr really hit me becos i hit other ppl hahaha usually cos my hands too itchy. i loved to play with fire! almost burn my fisherman's friend table down 1 time, the fire went up so so high!! i was kinda freaked out cos i was buring paper on this steel plate and i didnt know the table was made of plastic so it was so hot, the table started melting HAHAH, but it was cool hahah at least i didnt burn a hole in the ceiling. Pls don't play with fire :D

Mummy would go crazy and cry sometimes but i dunno i definitely felt bad but i was just mischievious, what was i to do right? Sometimes these days, i'd still play around, when baby comes over, i'd hide in my wardrobe so he wouldn't find me but nowadays he can, since i always hide in the same place since it's the only place where i could fit in now hahah and daddy would be my accomplice! love my parents, super pei he (obliging)!

Heh Viki reminds me of myself! Super naughty she, uploaded a video of her, she's sooooo adorable, feel like pinching her sometimes cos she's sooooo cute and annoying HAHAHAH.

look at her proudful self satisfied smirk at the end, rofl

It was Yiren's bday last sat and he insisted that Uncle Fish come along, and the last time(Uncle's birthday) i went over i promised to buy them Hershey's so, bought like $20 of hersheys, hope none of them haf a cough now :D

last last wk, overdued

both of them are bad asses :>

See, that's what i'm talking about

And the last wk

i asked the birthday imp to come over to claim his chocolate and when he did, he mouth was smeared with cream and what not, so i said,"sooo dirty!!" and he immediately replied tamely," i wash.." and ran off, hahah fish totally melted at that remark, so cute!!

love this doll, we love singing tgt, she sings sooo well! sounded like she was screaming, but really she wasn't haha, she even held her ear to hit the high note!

haha i like the right polaroid, we look retarded.

Don't ask me why i keep putting this up, cos i like it, it's the only picture which my mom thinks we look good in. Yup.

And a f**king hilarious video to wind up the post. credits to tagan :D i laughed so bad the first 3 times, i had my mom join me on the 4th, we almost collapsed on the floor, this video was way over the top, i love hearing her laughter~ it's infectious.

haha evil i know! but we couldnt help guffawing at her misfortune but it's awfully funny how hapless and frustrated she seemed on that runway.

Nite

Random

2007-09-29T12:01:00.000+08:00

All right this is totally random, was viewing my brother's fwenster last nite and saw this picture!! hMMm think it was daddy's birthday when we took this, i like it! i think it's the only picture when i looked good without any makeup and skin tone was same as my brother's! means i must have been really tan -_- when i'm trying really hard not to be. Miss those days when i tied my hair like this, seems nicer! i love messy hair, hmm i guess my hair was messy to begin with, just messy in an atrocious way, which is bad.

Anyway weekends are here, i was soooo hyper-active ytd cos i was sooo looking forward to my weekends with fish, we can finally take a breath from work/ns, rent some dvds, haf some good food, read some books, and basically just spend quality time together! and spend a little bit of time posting all my pictures. ahhhhhh i kinda love my job now that it has a totally different job scope. See the most expensive condominiums and meet rich fags ^-^o the apartments are veri modern and the interior feels veri zen, veri warm, f*** i wished i had a 4mil apartment like that! The view is magnificent from the penthouse T_T i think wad i love the private elevator concept the most! right to their doorstep, damn!

Residences @ Evelyn

They haf special glass panels so you can see your other half bathe through the glass panel hahah, reminds me of Christian Troy's home from Nip/Tuck! kinky =D

Newton Suites

i love their bathroom concept! See through glass panels O_O

i think i prefer their patio! the walls made of wooden planks gives off a veri warm ambience, veri soothing. can say hi to your neighbours next door!

SEXY SHARON!

oK, so much for now, alt-tabbing btw games and blog ._. tagan has been incredible! Plays with me every night, super nice ^-^o trying to climb the ladder.

This was my record with baby though!

Rank 2! Tagan and i are rank 5, trying veri hard to get to 36! Wish us luck! :D

Only One

2007-09-26T13:44:00.000+08:00

I was just sifting through what's left of MY MUSIC folder in my computer (this baby almost crashed on me again!!) and i happened to find this song that i recorded about 4 years ago in the folder. hahahaha i think it was the first song i recorded which was posted on the alt website.

I'd haf lost this song if not for Daryl who sent it to me by chance, it was just one day when he asked me if i sang any songs, or if i knew Chloee, haha that was my alter ego on wc3 when i didnt want anyone to know who i was, and i was shocked that he knew abt it becos, well why would he right? no link. nfi how he had his hands on the song and why he kept it, i thought he knew c0w. lol many ppl asked me many times who helped played the song on the guitar, and seriously i didnt mean to laugh or sounded like i was gasping for air during 1 part of the song, but he missed a chord haha and it was like my first or second try so i was stunned for moment but i didnt wanna re-record it incase i screw up, and i always screw it up.

Okay so here's Only One (it's by Yellowcard anyway)

Ahh i've not able to finish my entry cos there seems to be alot of interruption (for instance the crashing) everytime i try to complete one so i'll probably just post all the pictures with 5 word sentences.

Anyway, it's Cheehong's birthday today, so happy happy birthday, hope it's phat, fly and super fun o^-^o

2007-09-21T11:07:00.000+08:00

Well before i begin to embark on my veri long post, here's a special entry for a veri special person, who's fwen approached me and asked for a tiny favour! Veri sweet on his part but i was a lil troubled!

He wanted me to sing a birthday song for his good fwen haha, initially i thot that was really weird, though quite flattering but still awkward since i don't know his fwen. So i told my mom and she smiled and said," Why don't sing!" Apparently veri happy for me (god knows why), so embarrassing, but i gave it some thought and well, if i could make someone feel happy for 1 day, (on his birthday somemore!), why not?

So here's a song i recently did (not fabulous but i think passable, hope you don't mind :/), i'm so sorry i can't sing you a birthday song cos i caught a really bad bad cold and my nose is all runny and wad not, and throat is swollen today, perfect :D Really sorry >.<

And also happy birthday to Qianhao, big silly boy, don't be so stressed up, what'll come will come =D Cheers :>

On the menu

2007-09-19T01:13:00.000+08:00

Pictures..

Pizza..

And more homemade..

Coming up next!

All Time Favourite Female Singers

2007-09-13T01:13:00.000+08:00

I began listening to chinese pop songs when i was little, under the influence of my parents of cos, but you know my dad used to speak english, well he spoke english all the time and my mom spoke chinese so i thought my dad was a christian becos he spoke english. so it was funny, coming to think of it now. so anyway, i was really crazy about Ah Mei when i was 10, and she was a new singer then, who had her first Bad boy hit(i think), but that wasn't the song that made me adore her, it was Ting Hai! i can rmb vividly, sitting on the floor alone @ my aunt's place watching her mtv on the big screen for the first time, the song was awe-inspiring, considered 1 of her classic hits.

1 of the highest notes i heard her hit in this song. GOSU!

Of cos then, many ppl know i love singing Coco's songs, well not becos she's a sexbomb who happens to be a doctor and can dance as well as she can sing and rated one of the most perfect women on earth but sigh she IS so that's a HUGE plus point but only becos her songs have a beautiful melody to it, and many of the love songs have veri sad, touching stories. You know it's just the right combination of lyrics and melody.

So there you have it! One of the most touching songs, almost broke down when i sang it once.
(and i really wonder if stephen feng is gay in this show, anyone watched it?)

Mariah Carey, first western singer that really opened up my world to english music. She was one of the best during the 1990's, with an unimaginable number of hit songs under her belt since the age of 20. Not to forget her insanely and inhumanly use of whistle register, she can probably communicate with dolphins!

One of my favourite songs, a cover, but still one of my favourite. And becos i really really adore her, there are 2 videos! The 2nd song - After tonight, didnt have an official video but listening to it always had me in clutching my pillow in tears(no im just exaggerrating) becos of the melancholic lyrics, becos even tho i hadn't been thru the situation, i could still relate to it, ok that sentece sounded weird.

AND MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE AMONG ALL THE ALL TIME FAVOURITES has got to be CHRISTINA AGUILERA!

Becos i could relate to what she sang in Fighter, in Beautiful, becos she doesn't give a fcuk what she wears, lest to say what paparazzis would write about her in the papers, becos she has come a really really long way and it wasnt easy, but she made it through and that inspires me.

I listened and learnt alot from her style which is really my cup of tea, i'd pay a million bucks (if i ever will haf) to sit down and haf a chat with her! And you know she always does the running thing when she sings, i wonder abt the incredulous amount of breathe she has in that little tummy!! And she always manages to hit those ungodly notes which NO ONE can imitate, and her rehearsals are far better than most singers in their best performances..*gulps*

She's a veri special person and God gave her a veri special gift! Cos that's what i think, i think i worship her hahahah! Well honestly i don't give 2 hoots if she wore skanky outfits or cursed and swear on tv, that's who she is, that's who she wants to be and she loves what she does, and to me that's something. Listening to her songs (not to be cliche here but) definitely changed my life(esp when i was really plump and lost back in secondary sch), esp watching her perform live, she is sensational, the energy and aura she exudes, and the way she works the crowd differently everytime but still being herself is truely divine and inspirational.

So here's lettin you in on her childhood story..

Her funniest moments!

The most beautiful AND meaningful song from the album "Stripped".
This is the thing about live performances, not everyone can do it better live, but she damn well can, and it feels veri orginal yet different each time she performs on a different stage. a za!

Her songs are always personal and this is one of the songs she wrote, which i attempted to sing, so pls pardon me if you notice the flat notes and the broken voice cos it's 4 in the morning (and the tears are pouring and i .. rofl). and... it's dedicated to you big boy :>

And lastly, i just wanna say (i'm not trying to sound mean here) but i don't care if you dislike these singers or my singing becos they are famous and successful, while i'm not, but they are, so leave those nasty comments for another day ok . thank...you! :D

p.s.: and thankew cheehong for ending my day in a happy note :D

MOONCAKE TREATS..

2007-09-10T14:10:00.000+08:00

for a happy holiday! hmm i'm not sure, do we have a public holiday for mooncake festival?

Anyway, here are a list of mooncake treats and prices from my fwen Yun (haha she's so cute in this picture rofl). Her lovely mother bakes all these delicious treats, i haven't tried it since she just emailed me this morning haha, but i'll be getting 4 boxes myself as a show of support! Even my brother is getting 1! This is the first time i'm buying mooncakes too, fish and i almost bought 3 boxes at Bengawan Solo the other day cos he has to give 1 to my parents (lol made it sounded like it's compulsory, but i guess it is!), and i to his parents, and one that we share for my godmother :D And Yun's mommy has been making these for years so i reckon they should be really good :>

I'm ordering these! Baby's mom likes all the cutesy animals, she'll like these!

The snow skin ones always look the prettiest, and they're usually veri yummy too ^-^o

The heart shaped snow skin mooncakes look sooo pretty!!

Click to enlarge! (Not sure if it works tho..lol)

Their Specialities are : item 01, 03 , 10, 16..

(She strongly recommended these, and if you need any samples, can let her know!

To order, just simply email her at yun.river@gmail.com, sorry i can't disclose her number here! Just state which items you'd like to have, and the date to be delivered.

All orders to be taken 2 days in advanced from date of delivery.

Last order: 23rd of Sept (Sunday)

And you know, mooncakes always taste better with Chinese tea, i love Emperor's Tea Leaves, but Daddy finished all of it, T_T I don't think you can find it in Singapore though, since the Tea man at Hang Zhou said it's only available in China. The price is ridiculous too ^-^ i bought like 1 small box for $200 rofl, but it works miracles(its highly rich in antioxidants helps expel free radicals), especially for ppl who wants to slim down too!

I drank it for 1 month, and i think i was at my skinniest then, gross -_-'' i rmb i lost my boobs at that time zizi. It's veri healthy though, don't think those bottled onces from NTUC works, maybe those tea bags? Though they mentioned that it's of the lowest grade and has veri little green tea essence or smth, i can't quite rmb. I'd say yin-cha is an acquired taste, i bought it becos i thought it would do some good to daddy's health, cos they said they gave PM Lee a huge bag of emperor's tea leaves to aid his cancer recovery. I myself used to drink 2-3 glasses a day for a month and became super skinny, later then, i took only 1 cup a day cos i began to appreciate its taste and scent.

I like to read about all these chinese history, so fun! Ytd baby was telling me stories about Caocao (his favourite hero), abt the battle of ChiBi where LiuBei, Sun Quan and Zhuegeliang was vastly outnumbered 50,000 to Caocao's 800,000 soldiers but emerged as the victor through strategy. i think he has repeated this story 5 times alr, but always began asking me with this qn," have you heard of caocao's chi bi da zhan story? Never? i tell you.." lol, he's awfully cute!

Okay i bet you're sick of reading this so anyway, i finally made this steak for baby...(which i'll write abt later! now i'm gonna go out and buy some muffins, bbl!)

I'm just..

2007-09-10T13:28:00.001+08:00

TESTING THIS OUT. cheers

Served With A Flair

2007-09-04T16:35:00.001+08:00

YAY! I just made my 1st STEAK WITH MUSHROOM SAUCE! hahahaha, i just ended class with my singing coach and headed home. Bought 5 muffins, I have a recent crave for muffins, and just before, i was obsessing with brownies and these cheese pancakes from Mr. Bean. Think i've been stuffing myself with too much dough. But they all taste so so good! And that's exactly why i love shopping for food, and for food to make food! lol

Brought the kids Cherise and Darren out for a movie ytd, we caught Hairspray, i loveeeee musicals and watching it with the kids made it even more pleasant. Love the songs, the cast and the script, it's a really really good show if you're into musicals :D Then they insisted to take neoprint but i didn't really like taking neoprints when i'm dressed down. However, we took the pictures in the end, and took we did, $30 worth of neoprints. CRAZIEEE! Darren wanted to take more cos i think he wasn't quite into stuff like that before and now he is ! >.<

My Favourite One~

Shawn's favourite "dhoust" picture
The process of taking this picture was really funny, i was urging Darren to go behind quickly in 3 secs but he wasn't able to in time but instead, struck a magnificient impromptu freaked out pose hahaha which turned out even better than expected. And Cherise posseses parallel characteristics as Sadakko, they both have beautiful hair! Gosu chinese writing there too gwen!

Then we went over to their place where i was gonna learn how to make pizza from their mom, my cousin-in-law heheh :D happy! and it was pretty easy, but making the dough was the mafan part! And it had to be just right! My cousin-in-law (Xiuwen) asked me if i was making this for fish, and i was like "yeah", lazy to cook up reasons why i wanted to learn to make pizza. Well i guess i love eating so, that makes a veri good reason! :D Anyway i'll just let the pictures run while typing.

Shawnshawn is the sweetest thing!!

He got all pissed and hit Cherise when intentionally hit me! Soo cute! He loves me =D happy~

The pizza did turn out great, tho i didn't exactly prepare the ingredients i wanted to add onto the pizza so i used hers but the crust was really goood, better than pizza hut's perhaps! Just needs more refining :D Gonna make for baby on thurs, when he's finnalllllyyyy coming home -__- it's been 2 wks since i've seen him and quite honestly, i'm really sick and tired of army snitching him away from me ALL THE TIME.

Anyway back to my steak hahaha, i was just attempting to make tenderloin steak and my sister's fwens were over so i let them try! It's like super small cut but really tender =D Gosu seasoning!! I think i have a flair for cookery! whaha since my mom can cook, then i definitely must be able to cook too, actually i think all women should know how to cook a few dishes, i feel that it's important, but perhaps i'm a veri conventional person who still believes in traditions since the stone age.

I asked my cousin-in-law if she knew how to make sushi, if not we can learn together! yay! i think i'm gonna learn to make chinese soups next, i loveeeeee soups, that's 1 dish i can't live without. HAPPY! i just love the sounds of food simmering and sizzling frying fats! YUMMY! Baby is so lucky ^^v, of cos most of you might have the, "i hope he doesn't die from food poisoning" thought, but it's ok :D i think i'm a really fastidious eater, so i'm really meticulous when it comes to making the food look good and taste good! mummy has this queer habit of adjusting the food on the plates even when we've already started diggin our forks into the food lol. there's a name for this syndrome, which i forgot! It's like when you notice that a painting on a wall is slanted, you will have the urge to adjust it. heh, we have a lil of that in common.

Anyway i'm pretty happy when i talked about food today, i am so sorry if i bore you with my inane entry of gwen "not-quite-yet-cuisines". But i'll get better!

Uh huh!

2007-08-30T22:21:00.000+08:00

* Wearing designer labels doesn't mean you have taste in fashion, if just means that you have the money to buy it *

$_$

August 30th

2007-08-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

Veri blessed!

I haf the best singing coach ever! Who offered to give me extra lessons to coach me on my songs. Ah he's super nice >.<

And my boss called! Quite a pleasant surprise..

Had steamboat with Daddy & Mummy :D love to be the only child having dinner with them, feels so l.o.v.e.d~ During dinner, i was nudging mummy and bugging her to teach me to cook and guess wad she said,"can be princess don't want, must do all these kind of chores, why ah?" ahahaha so funny, now i know it's not because i'll mess up her kitchen, she said, i can stand ad watch her cook cos she usually brushes us off the kitchen area. I love her expressions when she acts cute with me, it's so funny when i try to be cute AT her and she replies me in that same tone, makes me stare at her for minutes at a time. She's my wonderwall :D

We're gonna watch 881! i know i'm really really slow, i havent even watched Hairspray~! So will probably catch the show with mom and aunts tmr or monday, the last time/movie we watched was The Exorcism of Emily Rose. And shopping with mommy on saturday!

And i love it when he calls me his "lovliest baby girl" when he needs me to do smth heh.

Pretty dusty here..

2007-08-26T18:00:00.000+08:00

Been to some places and met pretty interesting ppl lately, have so much to say but i'm really exhausted and lazy to go into details but i guess the pictures will make up for it. Besides, my brother said the only thing that's missing from my blog are pictures. It feels veri bare but i'm not exactly a cam-whore so that explains (the heading haha).

However, i'm really enjoying what i'm doing under all the project/workload pressure. I'm veri grateful everything has been going well for me lately, if not better..

A special acknowledgement to Michael who took the extra effort to bring me arnd to places during his leave. Super nice! Thank you!

Baby has been away alot these few weeks and will be for the next 2 weeks *boo* (can't believe i used that word, it's so gay rofl), Army open house will be over soon, hope he takes care of himself meantime. really miss him.. :(

Dusty Party Launch @ MOS

New fwens! Destiny and Yun :>

And Carol!

Ms Chanel Lee Pei Pei! She's a real darling

Had a great deal of fun the other night, my first time at MOS and the crew was great. Met Ben and his fwens were veriiiii fwenly too ._.

Oh now blogger has new tool! ADD VIDEO!! Can make use of it soon! ^-^o

Til next time, cheers!

Random ramblings

2007-08-11T15:06:00.001+08:00

I just took the entire weekend offf from EVERYTHING, and i'll be staying home with baby, have a goooood rest, play alot of games and surf the net, which i realise i hadn't do for a long long time! I haven't visited fwen's blogs, or funny blogs like Go Fug Yourself, Xiaxue and watch XMAN on youtube! Dammn i used to be soooo lazy, had so much time watching and reading nonsense.

So, today i went tot surf arnd! Read Peggy's blog and she seemed very upset lately, nvr seeen her so troubled, she was always so positive and on the go. Really hope she gets better soon. She learnt my special line! A ZA A ZA fiGhTinG! Lol there's a special way of typing the fiGhTinGs! SEE! fiGhTinGs! Used to use that on everything, esp encouragements, super korean ^-^o Kinda love it when the korean say it, its not exactly accurately the way they pronounce it, but it just gets me up when i tell it to myself! a ZA a ZA!

And Melobie posted a picture of me while cooking! Jialut! But at least that was fun, i made beef spaghetti, was kinda tedious cos the kitchen was steaming but luckily the beef turned out yummy! And you know, if you pour in some milk into cambelle soup, it taste super delicious! But not everyone likes it, but i do! We accidentally bought wrong cans of cambelle, mixed them up but it turned out veri well too! Think it was cream of mushrm and potage. Hope we can do it again when she's back, i loveeeeeee cooking, my mom doesnt wanna impart her skills to me, worry i might ruin and mess up the kitchen, hmm, all these seems somewhat familiar, haf i blogged abt it before -_-

And the Xiaxue road trip videos are pretty funny and i think Rozz is cool. Hope Season 2 of Heroes and How I Met Your Mother(this is a really funny comedy!!) will be out soon, i wanna complete Friends S1-S10 (that's alot!) and desperate housewives and scrubs!

Gotta go prac some songs now =/ my mom's been pressing me to discipline myself and prac my songs. -____________________- maybe next time i'll put them up! =D

Out

2007-08-11T10:33:00.000+08:00

All right, here are more designs with boxes! tried to get pretty boxes but they're quite expensive! The customised ones are more popular, so i took some pictures from the ones we made for our customers. Liangyou made more ytd but it was still solidifying so i didnt take pictures, will have more to showcase soon!

Seashell

Pandaren! This one is really adorable, i also bought the Teddy mould. heh
Customisation, Contour shape

3D Heart!

Also available in Square moulds
And Stars!

Was so exhausted running errands arnd sch. Waited pretty long for the last customer cos i had to deliver the item to her, but she seemed pretty happy with it, so that makes 1 very satisfied customer! ^-^o

Next wk is gonna get busier, my boss is urging me to return to work! Pressure! T_T cos i'm kinda tired of working ever since my attachment workload became a tonne heavier. Working after work is craziee, its like 9am-9pm. Anyway, bbl!

Business Times!

2007-08-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

All right, finally got some pictures up! And the stall's up, but everything was in a mess today cos this was totally a last min thing! However, there were a couple of gd things that came out of it =D If it's confirmed, i'll fill you in later!

SO... TADA!

Kinda half designed this poster, took me alot of work! Well us, but i designed the cards and my brother was veri kind to me, he helped worked the stickers out for me. thank you!

Okay, first up!

My favourite design!! Jin Keat bought the first piece ^-^o (super support! thank u)
And i like it veri much cos it's in 3D!

$8.90

And these are the Valentine's Hearts! It's sold separately here,
but you can buy the whole set of 5 for $22.90.

$5.90 each

I think most of our customers prefer to have their soap customised! We'll have more samples done as there are 3 other moulds, namely Oval $9.90, Square $9.90 & Contour $12.90!
I didnt take a picture of the soap with the photo, but it looked pretty good, next entry!

I think this is one of the prettier moulds we have, but unfortunately, i wasn't quite thinking so i made it yellow hahahha, but it turned out well, i just didnt quite fancy the colour.

$8.90

This WAS my favourite, an ideal Christmas gift! Purple isn't exactly my favourite colour but you can have it done in other colours!

$8.90

There are other shapes and veri cute animal moulds (panda, pig etc) and a wide range of colourings and glitter which you can add into the soap.

So please support us if you like the products! These are all custom-made so you can just let us know exactly what you want. I'll take more pictures of other designs (sorry for the poor photography) and if you'd like to purchase one, just send an email to soapfullyyours@hotmail.com or tag me for more information!

I'll probably be going arnd buying more moulds, clothes, bags and boxes this national day! Veri fun but i'm spending alot of money! On the sch's credit tho =D

Thanks for reading, Ciao!

SAPPY SOAP

2007-08-07T20:30:00.000+08:00

AHHH! IT'S THE OPENING DAY TMR!!! HAHAHA, soooo excited!! Today we tried to rush out most of the soap designs, print the posters, collect stuff, and i'm exhilarated cos i designed most of the stuff! heheh

And yes we'll be @ Push Cart B at the Business Sch Entrace selling Handmade Fragranced Soaps! You can even have your pictures/messages customised into the soaps!

I'll take pictures and put them up tmr! Hmm, if you like, you can even order them from me!!
Just tag me and i'll fill you in on more details! =D

Phil Hansen

2007-08-04T22:55:00.001+08:00

Strokes of Genius. Modern day Da Vinci.

Absolutely awed and impressed by this young artist. His art, his vision, his devotion, dedication and talent is remarkable. Really really like him, here are some of my favourite works by him:

Bruce Lee

He did this by dipping his hand in paint and hitting the canvas! Veri cute! I mean Bruce Lee is famous for his "YA TA!!!", and he applies the fighter's characteristics into his art which is amazing!

As of April 30th 2005

His works often have a political stance. Several years ago, Hansen devised an image of President George W. Bush by hand-painting the names of 1,700 coalition soldiers killed from the beginning of the Iraq War until April 2005.
"They're dying for George Bush," he explains. "They're dying for an idea that he had and unfortunately it wasn't a clear idea."

48 Victims

If you've heard about the Green River murder case, i'm sure you know who Gary Ridgeway is.

Value of Blood500ml of his blood was used to make this picture of Kim Jong Il on a canvas of 6,000 bandages as a protest against nuclear proliferation.

A Moment
This was created on a rotating circular canvas

He distributed his phone number via the Internet and asked people to call him and tell him something that changed their life. All of these moments of change were written over the course of 136 hours of which he didn't leave the work space except for restroom breaks!

You can watch the video on youtube to see how some of his works are done, veri impressive!

Thank you

2007-08-03T18:52:00.000+08:00

One of the most memorable moments in school happened yesterday! A nervous breakdown coupled with excitement and gratitude towards those who didn't know me and supported me, and especially those who knew and came down to yell and vote under the scorching sun! Thank you so so much!! And pls help me thank your fwens, and your fwens' fwens!

It always feels a little disppointing when you know you've won the competition, and esp winning over the people(unexpectedly!), but sometimes you just lack a teeny weeny bit of luck. Don't get me wrong, i'm not being hateful or angry that i didnt win, afterall, it is just a title and titles can't validate a person. And of cos i'm a little sour! I wouldn't be, i daren't, if it wasn't for the crowd who voted for me! Really happy cos i hadn't tell a single soul in sch that it was going to take place but things turned out so differently last min. Especially when Yingzi/Liujia came down specially to accompany me in the morning and Liangyou stood under the blazing sun, perspiring for me! HAHAHAH and thal was so cool, he yelled the whole time, so did my classmates, my brother, his fwens, my sister + her bf, baby who came down last min and MUMMY who rushed down from work sick =/ felt so lucky(so sorry she felt so sick afterwards due to the heat)!! Made me realise that even tho my grp mates, my sister and i have disputes all the time, they still came down to cheer me on regardless of what had happened before(people can be so forgiving! i guess you cld also call it "huan nan jian zhen qing!".

When i felt diffident and crazy nervous, my classmates tried to calm me down and asked me to sing to them in class (haha that took me A REALLY LONG TIME TO OVERCOME, so paiseh), when i felt i wasn't possibly going to get in, they told me i was the best out there and my hp rang soon after >.<, and my fwens were never stingy with compliments! Heh

Liangyou was funny, he and i, we both know didn't really see eye to eye with many things in the project but when this happened, our fwenship improved drastically and he could tell me there were ppl saying," i'd do anything for gwen!", "That's damn cool la", to me. lol, sometimes, people are just shortchanged when it comes to praising other ppl. So yes, i just feel a lil unfair when there weren't enuff stickers for my(they claimed to be!! ok actually just my brother his fwens and baby) voters who were all the way at the back and veri guilty cos everyone stood in the sun finding stickers lol. I'm just sorry and happy if you felt that i was a winner, many ppl told me alot of funny and nice comments from which they heard from the crowds. It's not my first time joining a competition so i shld just accept the fact that the tv organisation is sometimes veri indecisive and messy and that contestants pakat. at least i know how everyone feels, and that's all that matters! Baby said i didn't lose to anyone, i just lost to the system. So i should cheer up alr! My heart was kinda fluttering when i heard the crowd go, "woooo..wahhh." when i sang a few lines of my song to test the mic, so so sweeeeeeeeett! Somehow, that made me want to hang on to my dream! ( i decided to try smth i did b4 on my prev blogs again soon!)

Ok too bad i left my camera in the bag, my sister cldn't take any pictures. At least the winner seemed nice! She kept talking to me, but i was so anxious i kept sticking with my fwens when we're not filming, dear said i shld mix with them, instead of being my usual cool self -_-. Everything happened veri fast, and there was a guy who came to me when i was resting and said i sang veri well, keep it up. hahAHa, so sweet, i'd nvr have that courage, but thal said i had a man's ballS that day!
^-^o

I guess you reap what you sow! No effort = no results! To get so many ppl suppoortiing last min was unexpected and i wished i had told them abt it, cos they said they'll bring all their guys down! haha but i dunno, just embarrassin to ask right?

Huge thank yous going out to all my fwens who were there, and those who smsed me, it was really thoughtful and i just really appreciated the effort everyone's put in. This has been a wonderful experience!

TP is airing on the 3rd episode of Hey Gorgeous.

Migraines

2007-08-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

AH! Been soooo busy this 2 weeks!! I'm going slighty crazy today, really tired from the walking and lack of slp and sick and tired of being sick and tired. But it's been a really well-spent day, i spent almost half of my afternoon today in artfriend at bras basah after lunch with baby, June and Dave. So happy to see her, hope she likes the gift.

I'm so excited about this project, beginning to see some results after all the work we've contributed. Feels good to see our products come into life!

Bought sooooooo many supplies today, spent more than $100! Teacher's gonna kill me!! OVER BUDGETED hahaha but just think and plop the items into the basket w/o having to consider the price tags really veri shiok! It's a really bad habit i need to kick tho!

Okay anyway will try to take the pictures of the soaps and everything and put it up soon! Hopefully i can get someone to help me put up a song and tagboard onto my blog! It looks so dull!

Ok ttyl!

Just the usual

2007-07-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

Ah damnit my comp crashed again. All my photos from the past 2 yrs gone and my songs and my porn. No just kidding abt the last bit, i don't collect pornography, they get boring after once if you know what i mean. Wonder why men like to watch re-runs of porn lol, don't they get tired of it?

Anyway i wanna play badminton soo badly! Been sick since friday, fever and flu, got my body all aching. Good news is, baby is gonna have his block leave for the next entire wk so we can play every evening! And i probably need to get some exercise too, hopefully we'll go swimming if im not embarrassed to put on my swimsuit.

Pretty glad this week, met Mel on sunday and we arranged to make dinner at her place on friday and have a poker session with baby's bunk mates! Melo's grown prettier again! Really like her short hair and still veri chubby cheeks, think she had a slight shock when i leaned over to kiss her the other day rofl.

And!! It June's BIRTHDAY TMR. A simplistic yet ambitious young lady, I wish you happy birthday and i hope you excel in whatever you put your heart into, and thank you for always making people around you feel so happy and blessed, i hope you find what you want. Sorry we can't meet up sooner but soon okay, haf to pass you birthday present!

Ming said she could teach me how to make jewellery! So excited, been wanting to start this for a really long time and i'm gonna get started by borrowing some books from the library tmr! hEHEh, not much of a creative sort but i'll try.

My Mum Pwns Your Ass In Badminton

2007-07-06T01:41:00.000+08:00

Yeah totally lol. Took me a good 20 years to find out! I was totally caught off guard, she beats fish and i combined! My mom's a superwoman! She plays just as hard as she works her ass off for the family, feels a little weird when i watch her play, cos she puts in her 100% effort in the game, and probably in everything else she does, just to keep the family together. We love her so much, she's the best-est most hardworking and devoted mother slash wife. Anyway, we'd agree to play more often, 1 hour is enough to get 3 of us all tired out. Veri cute when my mom pawns fish whahahahha, i love to see him get owned. Hope we'll play again soon since i'm a little sick now. And i welcome challenges! My mom say we can even join competition as mother-daughter team ahahaha but who plays badminton in this era man.

Oh and hung out with Teo Bei Pio, Esther, and Michael Lin ytd, i promised to introduce Esther to my 2 gd fwens during ktv and i'm pretty glad she seemed to like Teo after the first half hour rofl. Anyway it was pretty cool though i felt quite weak initially, the flu really drained 3/4 of my energy by 5pm and i almost cancelled the session but thank god i haf a nice mummy who fetched me there and saved me a good 30mins of travelling time.

There seems to be alot of things going in my head, little thoughts and stuff scattered arnd and feels kinda abit of a chore to pick the pieces up and finish where i left off. There's the school final yr project in btw late night classes and work aft school on alternate days, and gosh maybe even the sch alumni, which is totally unexpectedly, but i think i'm okay with it. I don't feel tired, maybe i am physically but mentally i like how it's going now, at least busy keeps my mind off certain things and i get to learn everyday. Just feel like something's missing, perhaps i'd call it adventure. I miss First Times, you know like the veri first time you baked a cake, jet-skied, got into a fight, or told someone you really liked him, i miss that feeling! The scared and excited mixed with buttery soury blissful feelings. I wanna jet-ski again and i wanna travel and cook up some new recipe for baby, (digressing, he promised to buy me an oven this anniversary!)

Many kids are so fortunate they get to travel for free because their parents are rich, but i promised my mum i'd take her arnd the world one day, i will okay mummy! It's really adorable when we lie down together in bed and i'd hug her so hard and make her say she loves me. Then i'd probably tickle and knock her down from the bed when she doesn't cos she's really shy. Hahaha funny and a little sad when i think abt it, cos my mum can be so strong yet so vulnerable sometimes..wished i could do more to make her happy.

Anyway, that aside, it's gonna be my lil god-daughter's birthday this saturday and i'll get to see the little ones again. Miss Vicki and probably will haf a ton of pictures again, can't wait, and here's a link to this awfully cute Baby Ally who totally has the melo-drama going on:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In5uec02E8U

Oh lastly, maybe if you're keen on jewellery, you could check out Ming's website on the left cos she makes some really pretty accessories and would customise upon request! Been wanting to learn to make too! Okay, till next time.

Back to Basics World Tour

2007-07-01T23:50:00.001+08:00

In the end, we attended the concert at the Indoor Stadium. The stadium was fully packed, the crowd was fantastic, the dancers were amazing, the band was good, it was really just music you know, 1920's,30's,40's, veri jazzy and she was remarkable on stage. I still couldn't believe i was there, listening to her vocals, see her do her thang. She's sooooo gorgeous, and she looks so goddamn hot in her costumes. But she put on a little weight hahaha, which was totally fine with me, i love a woman with curves!

What i loved about her was that she took a little time and said her thank yous, she reminded me that i stuck with her since her first debut album and it probably didn't come easy for her as she related her childhood as a young girl who has had to deal with domestic violence and a lot of negative feelings. And i'm just so very thankful baby gave me a chance to be there when she held her concert here. It was really really incredible and i had alot of fun singing and jiggling in my seat.

It was even funnier since 3 angmohs sat beside me and they were loud and dancing and it was just coool! Fish didnt wanna dance cos he said it was tooo confined hahaha, i think he's just shy!

Christina really hyped the crowds when she sang her final song, Fighter! Her voice was sooo powerful, i can still hear it in my head! I was so absorbed in the performance i forgot to record it! It felt so short!

Ok i guess some pictures.

Opening

Ain't No Other Woman

And there was the Candyman pictures that i missed!

Hurt

Welcome Baby Jane

There were real acrobats on stilts!

The Moulin Rouge

Grand Finale - Fighter

Later we even saw fireworks! National day rehearsal i think, it was beautiful and it felt so close. Only managed to take 1 quick picture before we boarded the bus! Caught me off guard the first time, like live firing Fish said!

Anyway, it's been an unbelievable week and just, thank you veri veri much sweetheart..

Godsend

2007-06-25T12:08:00.000+08:00

I'M EXHILARATED BECAUSE CHRISTINA AGUILERA IS GONNA BE IN TOWN!

And baby bought us tickets to attend the concert!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! =D thank you SO much!

FEEL SO LUCKY that i can finally meet her, even though she may be 2000yards away, i think it's more than enough! She's been my inspiration for so so long so i really thank fish for letting me just appreciate her music being just a little closer to her. T_T *happyness*

God has been so kind to me, and i feel so blessed. Having him makes life so much more meaningful, sometimes i wonder if there was even a possibility that another one person could even put in half the effort he does in this relationship. Of cos i wouldn't know since i've got none other bfs to compare him with but sometimes, you just know it. I used to think we could never survive this relationship for more than 3months, now that it's approaching the 3rd year, i wonder if it'll go for another 30. And even though sometimes i can be veri intolerable and unforgiving, he always embraces me with every ounce of faith he has in us.

Once, he told me, he wanted to ask me to leave, so that when he earned more than enough money, he'd court me again. Or when he said that having me was a 9 out of 10 on the luck meter, that's why he never really had any luck with cards or anything else.

The other day, when we met after my dance class, i sat down on the train and he leaned over and said,"Deardear you're ageing." HAHAHAHAHAHA wth, that was probably the most UNROMANTIC thing he could ever come up with. Seriously no one says that, but it made me laughed so hysterically i was sure the lady beside was pissed. And i asked him to lean over cos i wanted to whisper smth into his ear, and he knew right away i wanted to bend his ears! HAHAHHAHAH DAMN funny, he didnt let, so i shrilled and started on a pinch hysteria. i dunno, i know im a pretty abusive girl, not sure how that came abt but whenever im angry i wanna smash smth, whenever im feeling happy i wanna hit on smth too. It's a freaky habit my bf reluctantly yet unconditionally submits to and i'm really sorry that i inflicted pain on you, but sometimes you do deserve it! =D

This man, he might not always give me the best but you know, he's always giving me his best and for that, i am veri grateful.

Little update

2007-06-17T19:53:00.000+08:00

Recently, i've been attending reggae classes and it didnt exactly went well since i only had a ballet background and found it veri hard to adjust to hiphop or reggae cos it's more agressive and involves more bootylicious ass-jiggling movements, more sex appeal, and veri provocative and flirtatious in a way. You'd have to be veri confident to pull of those moves, it's a tight dance but sometimes the moves are so sexy i'm kinda afraid of it lol. I see some of my classmates who are younger than me by a few years who dance veri well, some even exude the sensuous flavour. And i happen to be one of the tallest girls and you know how tall girls look when they dance right? Feels like stick man to me, veri stalky!

So i began progressing after i joined the basic class, previously the management put some of us in the advance class which had us panting and mostly in a daze cos we couldnt quite catch up. It's better now, i even haf bruises! It's the biggest bruises i'd ever had on both knees and i dunno why im happy about it, it's like my badge of honour you know! Daddy said it's good, it means i'm working hard lol. So i laughed, not because it's not true, but having bruises doesn't necessarily mean that i'm improving, it could just be recklessness. It takes one to work hard, AND smart, i'm still not familiar with some of the basics so hopefully i can motivate myself to practise. And i know what a sloth i can be most of the time. it's true when they say you don't work hard enough, it's because you don't want it bad enough.

haha sui hor!

Had a late dinner at Billy Bombers and caught Fantastic 4 with Tony, Eric, Mel and the others at Cathay. I've nvr exactly been inside but it looks pretty cool inside, i like the elevators best! They looked so futuristic, reminded me of the movie, which was fantastic, found it a little too short though =/ Played a good game of dota and headed home.

Hmm actually i'm having a dilemma! i don't know if i should watch Christina Aguilera's Back to Basics concert end of this month. I like her soooooo much! Bought her first record when i was 12! I grew up listening to her songs and she's by far i'd say, the singer who's inspired me the most. This album's a milestone for her and a think she's a wonderful person no matter what the paparazi says about her. She's a fighter! However, if there's one thing i've learnt all these time, it's not to buy what you cannot afford and even though Fish promised to bring me to the concert, i feel kinda bad! It is an anniversary gift but the money could be put to much better use. We can't be so extravagant since we're not exactly working anymore and well, i figured she's gonna haf more concerts in the future but of cos none like this one. Oh, i hate to miss it T_T But i guess i've made up my mind.

I realise there's just so much to update and reflect but as the chinese proverb goes, im really "Li Bu Cong Xin". lol, will do another soon.

Well, ok i did these collages a month back during my baby girl's (Viki) birthday, so i'll just upload! I put her as my handphone wallpaper and whenever i look at it, it makes me feel veri relieved and grateful. Sometimes we just need a little reminder, that the most little and insignificant things can make us veri happy too.

Yuki & Viki's Birthday Celebration

Goddamn huge Elmo, imbal!

The BIG boys

And get well soon Mummy!

ELMO'S EYEBALLS!

o^-^o

2007-06-14T00:47:00.000+08:00

I think i've amassed about 5 drafts since the last time i posted. all incomplete!

i'll try my veri best to post all my entries soon!

Well a little update tho! i met up with a really old fwen, back from primary school, i rmb well that we were best fwens! We had a good ktv session and it felt a little like old times, initially i was still a little awkward, paiseh, since we haven't really talked in 5-6 yrs. aHH lol, i said i'll intro her to you Teo, HAPPPY?

I had dinner with Godpa and Eric and Melissa aftwards! Must be wondering why i haf Godfather suddenly right? but i'll leave that for another time! Mel looks alot better ytd then when i first saw her during New Year, she looked so frail then, now veri healthy, and she baked muffins for Uncle and I. I liked it, wished it had more chocolates though lol (oh, and thank you!)

You know, laziness really gets the better of me, and i think if i were a pig, i'd make a really good one! Which reminds me, Charlotte's web was really touching! i really like Julia Roberts!

Been watching a hell lot of shows on dvd, mostly goood or relatively fair. AND i completed Nip/Tuck and Heroes. Really like these 2 serials, it's really good, so you oughta watch it if you haf the time. So does anyone know if there's a seaon 5 for Nip/Tuck?

Anyway it's time for bed and i'm haing a lil difficulty adjusting my biological clock these days, so BBL!

Understand

2007-03-30T00:45:00.000+08:00

"Understand"

I made you think, you don't understand.

I used to think that happiness could only be something
That happened to somebody else
Everybody believed, everybody but me, yeah yeah
And I've been hurt so many times before,
That my hopes was dying, so sick of trying
Everybody could see, everybody but me, yeah yeah
But then you came into my life, you opened up my softer side
And now I can see into your eyes
And suddenly, I realize.

I made you think, you don't understand
All the times you didn't understand,
Why you couldn't just be my man.
I made you think, you don't understand
There were many walls you had to climb,
If you really wanted to be mine.
I made you think, you don't understand
After all the hoops I put you through,
Now I see that I'm in love with you

Now, I hope you finally understand.

So many tears I've had to cry,
But you had many more of your own you had to try
But you stuck it out and you're here with me now, yeah yeah
And rememberin' the days I pushed away your love,
You called my bluff and you still stayed around,
Yeah you figured me out
Said, you got me down
And there's no way to lie to you, you know me better than I do

Baby, ooh, you see me through,
I'd be no good without you.

I made you think, you don't understand
All the times you didn't understand,
Why you just couldn't be my man
I made you think, you don't understand
There were many walls you had to climb (yeah)
If you really wanted to be mine (ooh)
I made you think, you don't understand
After all the hoops I put you through (through)
Now I see that I'm in love with you

Now, I hope you finally understand

Ohh.

Baby, won't you listen now
Can't you see just what I'm talking about?
Said baby won't you listen now
Can't you see just what I'm talking about?

Time went on, and I was wrong
To keep my distance for so long.
So afraid, you wouldn't stay
But you never turned away

Always right by my side
You're forever in my life
Don't you go
'Cause now I know
That in you I found a home.

Now I can see into your eyes
Suddenly, I realize.

I made you think, you don't understand
All the times you didn't understand
Why you just couldn't be my man
I made you think, you don't understand
There were many walls you had to climb,
If you really wanted to be mine
I made you think, you don't understand
After all the hoops I put you through
Now I see I'm in love with you.

Now, I hope you finally understand.

I made you think, you don't understand.

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Oh what'd i do without you?

Happy Chinese New Year

2007-03-04T18:41:00.000+08:00

Finally haf some time to finish this post, been crazy playing during chinese new year and rushing last min study this wk. This entry has been here for a long long time but i didnt haf time to complete it, spent alot alot of time editing and uploading the pictures over and over again lol. Well since Chinese new year hasnt end (ends today!), i wish everyone good health and prosperity $_$! This lunar new year has been really different from the past cos i haf new kakis! and i really really like them! Initially when we weren't too familiar, i thought we didnt really click cos wow-ers haf no life ^-^ (it applies if you watch southpark) but they're sooooooooo nice to me til i bth! Too bad i was a little paiseh to take pictures with them, but nvm i'll introduce the gosu murderers officially next time!

Moreover, my family stayed at home on the first day of new year lol, it's been pretty different since Grandma passed away a few years ago, everyone's indecisive and not quite sure where to visit on the first day, but that's ok, everyone else still met up on the 2nd day! i love love meeting my little sweethearts, they keep me going even when i was really exhausted that day. Didnt get a chance to take picture with all of them tho..all of them wld be approximately..20+? lol

2nd Day of Chinese New Year

Heheh i love my Aunts and Cousins as well! They always stood by me no matter what kinda shit happens lol and Auntie Sweety so nice gave us super big angbao this year, not that it matters anyways, she's always been nice to us cos mummy's nice to everyone! Cny cannot use crude language! im trying to quit the f*** word badly rofl though i dun use it veri often, daddy still hears it sometimes and he always say," you're a girl and you use language like that, bad habit." =D

I didnt gamble this year, the kids 8-11, WERE PLAYING! kept bugging my brother and i to play, BIG BIG SOMEMORE lol, my nephew won abt $50 from eveyone, tho i only lost a little bit, not gian to gamble this yr! i was happy to help the maids take some picture! so i askeed them to get together and take picture with the kids they took care of. So happy cos then they say can bring back and show their families back home! They're veri veri nice people!

Then later at night, the guys asked me to head to Parklane to play dota! Actually i was really tired but the kids knew abt it and they wanted to go see their ou xiang! i really wanted to bring them cos they so cute!! i feel responsible as their Xiaoping yiyi! lol i was soooooo paiseh but lucky Judo said smth really sweet, liike, its ok, we're all fwens! wah melt! veri gan ji him for helping me ask T_T

Baby Nik! She's damn act dao sometimes, bth! But when she met Wayne she was quite shy lol, cos we started play hei bai pei and he started throwing scissor paper stone with her, but she kinda shrugged and ignored him AHAHAHAHHA damn funny. She's so cute, fell asleep halfway into the game then i asked her why she dozed off the other day and she replied," You say i can slp! You play then i wait until i slp." bth~

It makes me soo happy to see the smiles on their faces, so thankful to Wayne for doing me the favour! Really appreciate it! My mom asked the girls if they were excited to see him lol, they were all beaming with happiness la! so cute, a few wanted to go but i couldnt bring all, it'd be scary, lucky Wayne's cousin was entertaining Cherise and Clara cos he has this lvl 100+ character in Maple, Cherise was so impressed lol.

3rd Day of Chinese New Year

Honestly, i cant quite rmb since it happened 2 weeks away, but Wayne invited all of us to his place to bai nian..it was kinda paiseh initially! at least my brother and i were, pretty awkward lol. We played basketball! Seriously i havent exercised in years and that was kinda tough for me rofl, since i've lost touch with netball, i just tried to get the ball into the hoop BUT Wayne and Jk them kept blocking me when i wanted to throw, damn scary la they so big size and so rough.. zz

I always wanted my brother in(team) but he couldnt defend them off cos he said, Jk's too big, Wayne jumps too high, Tony is too strong, Judo is too fast, and Eric is pretty experienced. So geegee lor lol.

The fun part was THE KTV! MUAHAHAHA their house projector so bigggggggg! And his mom upgraded the system to a touchscreen where they can update current songs into their list every month, i also want that man! lol the guys so funny kept suaning me say i ba zhan the whole system rofl! The only ppl singing were Wayne and i =_= tho he was having a cough or smth, but Wah first time someone can actually sing Caoge's "I still believe" with me cos his voice is soo bian tai! And Jk so funny, "BA WO HUI LAI LE!" i think he bad childhood rofl

Wayne's brother also veri talented! i was singing then he'd be at the piano playing his own thing and harmonise with the song i was singing, so gosu!! The 2 ladies also joined in later, they sing veri well also, in Canto somemore!

Then they taught us how to play the GAME OF THE CENTURY: MURDERER. Initially i was damn lousy, then i got kinda bored so i decided to be the judge for several games, really fun to watch the game, it's so intense sometimes!! muahaha! When i was the murderer for the first time, i kept blinking my eyes when i told a lie, rofl then JK SAW THRU MY ACT! so evil! damn sian so he convinced everyone to vote me out rofl! damn louya me! Whitee, Wayne are among the best i think, Tony is good but i can nvr tell if he was the real police or faking it rofl, then i always vote him out rofl! Wayne's brother was also veri deceiving, Cynthia and i forget the other lady/guy's name! they were veri nice ppl! Wayne's dad was also quite good but we lost that round.

I'll explain the game next time! it's really addictive, cos the next day, I WAS THE MURDERER AGAIN WHAHAHAHA, this time Whitee kinda taught me some stuff, and we met everyone on the 1st,2nd,3rd day of cny so all they talked abt was MURDERER! tho i was quite sian cos i thot i didnt know how to play, but White taught me to try to calm my nerves and just act. lol, then Candyce and i were murderer the next night but she got voted out the first round cos Wayne(we killed him) convinced everyone that Candyce and i are highly suspectful! muhhahha but i conned everyone, the feeling was sooo gooD cos i said, "SOMPA im not the murderer you guys haf to believe me", and Jk, Lloyd(the police) even helped me rofl, they said gwen cant lie so i wont vote her out! whahahah, now everyone dun trust me anymore! A_A i've become a threat! Ok anyway im gonna psycho everyone to play this game! But need alot of ppl! Danny and Daniel gonna be my victims! Cos they haf alot of fwens! illegal gathering =D

4th Day of Chinese New Year

We had an OB cny gathering at the boss's place so..pictures!
It was kinda funny when Wayne and i were lost and trying to find the Clubhouse and on the 1st lvl, there was this family who was watching the Hua yang shao nian shao nu, and he exclaimed:"That's my show!" So i dared him to go in and say hi rofl, i thot he would cos he turned back but he not enuff guts, said he might scare them rofl!

Jialut i didnt know he had so much mei li til Huixin, Weifen, Weiling, Ferlyn all wanted to take pictures with him, even the guys! The bosses's kids also wanted to play with him! so cute! But little girls like my nieces so poor thing, bei pian by him! Michael even told him there was this 4yr old girl who liked him so much she'd look at his picture when she's sad, wdf that's reallly extreme!! i super pei fu lol. Ok la at least he didnt abandon me when all my fwens left, so paiseh lol

They started cam-whoring!

Weifen, Ferlyn, GWEN, Huixin & Weiling

i like them veri much! Cos they seem to like to say my name veri loudly and they're a really sweet bunch of girls even though sometimes the twins really ask alot of qns, but lucky i can tackle! Ferlyn and Huixin are slightly more mature, they're all only 15yrs old and veri lihai for their age!

6th Day of Chinese New Year

It was Auntie Sweety's birthdady and she made a reservation for 2 suites at the Pan Pacific Hotel! The view qaas magnificent! think my mom and the other Aunts had a great time, i was too tired to stay over! Cos went shopping with baby till quite late, we were hunting for my belated Onitsuka Tiger birthday shoe o^-^o! So we joined them late and miss the cutting cake! felt so bad!

The 2 little boys i met were so cute, Troy and his brother whom i cant rmb, Troy's the one in green(2nd row 1st column), Yiren and Yishun DAMN FUNNY, they labelled them BOY 1 AND BOY 2 cos they cant rmb their names. HAHAHAHAHA then Yuki ask if i knew what Yishun and Yiren were called then, so i said no, and she said, BOY 3 and BOY 4! lol then she kept laughing, so cute!! and he did some magic trick after supper and i was so amazed cos he's so young, then can pian someone like me -_- my brother is damn lousy man.

meowmeow & cupcakes

7th Day of Chinese New Year

Went opposite to Godmom's place to bai nian! Should haf went on 1st day, but lazy lol XD, this big kitten is ARIEL! she's some australian cat and looks veri cartoon when u stare at her. She used to be afraid of me cos i talk veri loudly whenever i went over lol, then she camp under the bed, but now quite ok! Viki baby so scared of her!

All right! New Year's over, its exactly 12:00AM now lol, i took almost 4hrs to finish this. hopeless!

Happy Birthdays Februaries!

2007-02-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

Busy is going to be my middle name. Cos FEBRUARY IS HERE! lol these 2 weeks haf been kinda hectic cos it was Mummy's birthday and i had lots of projects to submit. Now that that has been done, we're moving on to chinese new year and exam period! im always looking forward to cny and exams. i love exams cos i don't haf to drag myself out of bed to attend school or wake up early just so i'd be late! Then again i don't quite like what i expect after the exams, gonna be so dull, luckily i haf new plans! heheh. But cny wld be great! i miss my little sweethearts! im gonna make them all take pictures with funny faces!

And Today's Daniel's birthday! My xiaomei! i wish for him to be happy everyday! Oh and Danny too lol, the one who peeped at little girls underpants rmb? lol, he's so gonna haf a heartache aft reading this. =D And DANIEL SO DUA PAI, a big grp of his bikers fwens approached mac while we were studying ytd, damn fiercE, i was a little frightened cos you know how large numbers can intimidate. so rowdy them, kept woo and wee AHHAHA i kept laughing behind my book and was so unexpected to see Danny Heng for the first time in 10years.

Anyway back to the birthday, ordered this friggin expensive cake from Haagen Daz only to find out later that my mom likes banana splits. !$%%&)* And when we collected it on sat, i thought we'd cut it immediately so i put it in the chiller, then it was left there overnight cos i forgot. the next day we opened it, it looked fine, except that it was melting all over the place lol. Then mummy went to poke the inside, THE ICECREAM WAS SO SOFT. ZZ Hallelujia lor. but the macademia was godly.

♥seventh heaven ♥

Thankfully this year, she didnt cry. Perhaps cos we had additional members in the family and it would have been embarrassing if she made us all cry. Thank you's to Fish and Nicholas who chipped in! My mom was exhilarated and that afternoon couldnt have went any better. i got her this wu gui and she was squealling in glee when she unwrapped it. couldnt find a decent brooch YET for her, so i'll wait till it comes along.

♥i wasnt kidding when i said she was hysterically over-the-top-happy.♥

Mummy gave us a gosu treat on monday too! i love hawker food, i think it beats restaurant food. Ok perhaps i just love chinese cuisine. We had abalone, CHILLI CRABSSSSSS AND THE BUNS, curry fish which i didnt touch, sambal katong my favourite! it was all so divine! still had to play chi ko pa with my brother cos we were vying for the claws. raWR!

♥Happy Family!♥

♥ She's the greatest mother and i hope she smiles even when there are days when things arent going well for her, cos i promise promise to love her more everyday! ♥

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A ZA A ZA!!

o^-^o

MASS SHOPPING

2007-01-26T18:10:00.000+08:00

She looks weird here lol

Ever since last wk, i've been shopping alot with Mummy! Went to the usual places, bugis, town, bugis, where else right. Mumy paid 90% of the stuff i bought i was really touched cos she didnt complain abt me spending too much (cos i really did), i saw smth i like and she wld ask me to try and if it looks good, she'd pay for it willfully. T_T i think the bills amounted to a nifty 800$+ for those 2-3times we went out. i feel so bad! Maybe she mood high, rofl

So i got my cny clothes! YAY all dresses i think, and this boots with terrier prints..lots of accessories, this rose ring and a lightning bolt one HAHAHAH THIS ONE IS DAMN FUNNY AND SHARP! my mom kept persuading me not to buy it cos its veri dangerous lol but i kept beggin to let me get it even tho i was paying. Then when i showed fish he was quite terrified lol of the edge ROFL, classmates beware! esp daniel dun bully me. i think my accessories cost like $300, carousel necklace, a pair of earrings with a cameo, mummy likeed that, so ya, she told Weng we share alot of stuff so haf to get jewellery that both of us would wear, well most of the time she wears my stuff HAHAHAHAH, the ones which were not so exaggerating and complicated like the chandelier earrings or long indie flavoured one.

ok i guess most of em' look kinda flamboyant and haf a baroque style.

But i love my jewellery veri much! Stuff that are classic and classy, they may not be trendy but they'll not go out of style. It's fine since i've nvr really liked following trends, they just kinda restrict a person's creativity and spunkiness to try new stuff. Though i admit sometimes i fashion really weird stuff while trying new things HHAHAHHAHA but my mom wld always say,"NICE!" no matter what circumstances. She likes me to tie those 2 pig tails, wear skirts, try wild colours. LOL and being a veri safe person yet easily irritated daughter, the gutsiness to try kinda kicked in just so she'd stop yakking into my ears. i still love you tho!

I just get kinda heart pain when their colour turns, cos usually jewellery oxidise after a long time but lucky most are real crystals so don't peel so much, haf to take special care tho, cos precious $$_$$!

Oh and she bought me 3 stockings from Taka, then i saw a long stockings which had a hole in the butt area HAHAHAHAH SO KINKY. i was like," can i get that instead?" ROFL, and she was like cracking and asked whatever for. Lol at her age, at least she's open-minded and i can be frank with her. It's good to haf parents and aunts who are big enuff to make crude jokes in a subtle way!

Sometimes it puts me off when girls are really just skanky in nature but they try to act all virtuous and shu nu. (ok u dun haf to act like you're a slut all the time, but don't haf to pretend to be Virgin Mary either yeah) And for guys, some just like to act big, like the "Buttons" song! Cos there was this one time i was working, doing this Sony mp3 promo and this bunch of teenage dirtbags came over and asked to try it out, and one moron went like,"OMG IT'S LIKE A MENTAL ORGASM!" <-- giveup

Many singaporeans have the misconception that if a girl makes a dirty joke, she's slutty, or if she has more knowledge abt kinky stuff or the human anatomy, she's filty. WDF, it was like the most ridiculous thing i've seen, and ppl just make quick judgements abt ppl who simply read more than them. Of cos then, there are girls are really skanky, but IF they don't give a damn abt it, so why shld other ppl judge them unless of cos she asked for it HAHAHAH. (and i was just talking to Daniel & Danny( the pri classmate who peeped at undies (rofl sorry i had to mention it!) abt why being a bad boy gets them more girls(they're nt that bad), so coincidental, cos i was talking to them abt the exact same thing at different time, the chat log was almost identical).

I think there are 2 types of bad guys, the one(this 1 i like) who stays loyal to his gf and the other who changes gfs like underpants. I think the latter attracts more girls, cos the former's gf probably veri fierce, chase all the other pussycats away! rawr!

i want a girdle just like that! and that WHIP!

Ok and ALESSANDRA in this baby doll lingerie
they make sexy seem so easy!

ok i side-lined, anyway, to cut the story short, im a spendthrift with a huge apetite.. FOOD.

meow brought me to Outback the other day as a birthday treat. It was a rainy day zizi, and disaster struck cos.. tummy was baD! So, WE WASTED A HELL LOT OF TIME waiting for the steak to come, and by the time it arrived, we alr felt bloated from the huge plate of cheese fries and never-ending beverage. So i was in a real foul mood, but when i came back from the restrm, VOAH ICECREAM HAHAHAHAH, i thot fish ordered it, then he said, free one hhahahahaha rofl, it was icecream and brownie topped with whipped cream and chocolate fudge -_- $12 rofl, i wanted to ask the waitress why! Then fish said she probably cldnt find the table that ordered it, so just gave it to us.. BUT STILL, so many tables.. what are the chances right ^-^v luck high rofl

His emotions so cute!

Then there was this lil australian girl with twigglish hair HAHAHHA SO CUTE, she was sitting next to us, and she kept popping her head above the partition lol. so ke ai! i wanted to take a picture of her then the batt went flat, and she was so shy when i asked for a name, just waved me goodbye, i'd haf given her my icecream if she came oveR! then again.. i probably wont, im selfish when it comes to food HAHAHHAHA

And big thank you John just in case you thought i forgot! really owe u big, my grp wld've died w/o your help =D

2007-01-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

It was my birthday! It's hilarious because this fwen just called me a few mins ago.. like exactly 12.00 on the 19th of January and he thot my birthday was on the 19th! HHAHAHAH laugh til i pengz. I think it's really sweet, so thank you!

Fortunately for Michael, he called on the right date, and he even sang a birthday song O_O lol. Thank you and we're going to steamboat with John soon yay!

I usually don't bother or haf time to blog but i really want to thank all my fwens even if some of us are not so close, whom smsed me, fwenstered me or just nudged me online and wish me happy birthday, i think it's really the thought that counts and i really appreciate it =D cos i don't really haf time to reply everyone, but i tried to reply those who smsed as i've been out lately, i hope you get to read this and know that im veri happy to received all your sweet msges and generous blessings.

I attended my first lesson in school today and well..being MS JOAN D'COTTA, i've really got to hand it to her man, i stepped in and everyone had a copy of Engineerrus -_- (and i dunno the class well at all since Yingzi and i only attend it once a wk) and.. OMFG embarrassing ^_^v lol the smile because i told Yz no one wld recognise it was me cos i was in my specs and had literally 0 makeup on. But she told me bluntly," oh teacher already announced to the class it's you on the cover." HAHAHAHAH sia suay, but ok la, it was just really paiseh because now everyone wld turn and stare every now and then. SO ODD.

AND!! Yingzi is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice!! Omg i nvr expected her to give me anything for my birthday cos we were quite close recently but not super close and she gave me this ownage gift. Veri practical and it's totally like angbao. THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Then of cos was the big gift =D Even Daddy was like," Wah so this is the best gift you have this year ah!" heheheh, i don't think i'll forget this day, esp cos its on my birthday. And Godmom treat me steamboattt veri hao chi!!

So after that, my 2nd aunt called and we went her house a lil while.. LITTLE YIREN AND YISHUN were there! they sooooo cute, i wished i carrieed a camera with me 24/7 so i can those kind of pictures when kids just do smth spontaneous and surprise u every 10secs with their every move. lol Yiren is so rofl, he has this eye action, i gotta show next time and he's so naughty. Then i taught him to write Chinese alphabets!! PAPA, MAMA, GEGE, JIEJIE, MEIEMI AND DIDI! One whole family and he's so huai, askeed me if i could write for him.."Xiaoping yiyi, can u help me write this one this one and this one?? heheh" -_- lol i like teaching kids, i was thinking, now he's just starting to write easy words.. and u cant skip the easy words to get to the hard ones, each process is impt and that's smth i learnt from teachin my little nephew. Takes alot of patience, maybe i can be teacher! Cos im as mischievious as them, lol my mom say im a auntie who likes to disturb the kids muahaha.

Then we went 3rd aunt house just rnd the corner my dear Vik baby is irresistable. She kiss me! And ah i just totally melt when i see her, when we were leaving i was hugging my cousin and she ran over sobbing -_- and pointed to the stool and said,"MAMA, MAMA, SIT!" hahahahha so cute!

Ok im done with all the happy yakking.. and thank you dear for taking special leave off on saturday to keep me company! =D Seems so long since i've seen you! a za a za!

supercalifragislisticexpialidocious~

2007-01-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

I AM THE LUCKIEST GIRL EVER! (Or at least i think i should be..)

Mommy was soooooo cute! She ate KFC just now! my drumstick =D She's the most wonderful superfuperduperruper hardworking mother of all! She organised a bbq for my birthday all by herself!! SO TIRING T.T, the only thing i did was call up JUNE AND MANDA! And she invited my big big family to celebrate birthday with me.. i'm so touched T_T cos on one hand, organising a birthday party isnt easy cso there's so much coordinating, on the other, she prepared all the yummy food herself. SO WEIDA! thank you!

And on my birthday i get soooooooooo many angbaos whahahahah, my cousins are so smart, when i was young, during christmas, they'd give me the most presents, 1 yr they gave me a $99.90 barbie doll, she told me! and there was one year when i had a new mickey mouse school bag, a pretty barbie, and toys! they so teng me! But this year, well nowadays they haf their own kids and i've grown up, they don't quite know wad i like anymore, so angbao is the most suitable. thank you!

And i love all my little nieces and nephews who came and sang the birthday song for me, to cheer me up when i felt really upset that day, and thank God, it only drizzled a wee bit during the night and made the bbq a successful one.

And of cos my pulchritudinous fwens (Manda&June) who bought me flirtatious gifts, and just simply for coming over to wish me Happy Birthday.

I'm about offficially 23mins away from my 20th Birthday now, its been sucha whirlwind ride this wk, i was sooo upset and exhilarated ytd, i'm sorry to haf made Daddy Mummy angry, and im so grateful for having them. Daddy for forgiving me and Mummy for loving me so so much. I love my family so much! Mei mei and di di too =D

This has to be the best birthday gift anyone could've wish for, im so excited i cant wait for it to start! i am so grateful, i promised myself i'll work veri hard now on, tho it does takes more than just words and promises. But im also a lazy piece of lard. no wonder fish calls me a worm (QQQ!!).

Heheh, im just thankful God listened to my prayers! T.Y. for everything, it's going to be a better year, i know it. After all the upsetting events and depressing feelings, i think it's starting to look somewhat bright for me! YAY. PICTURES. MUAHAHAHA CAKESSSSSSSSS!

Viki baby is sweeter than my savory cakes!

HEHEH, my aunts are so nice, bought me 2 cakes! It's been a really long time since i had 2 big cakes for birthday. The one piled up with enticing chocolates and nuts and iceing looked VERI GLAM! everyone was just staring at it for 10mins HAHAHAHHA, it's the prettiest and most creative cake anyone has given me! Probably veri expensive too, thank you Auntie Sweety! Oh and the puffs had different flavour to it too! some had rum, advocardo..cocnuts and chocolatess.. eeEEEe!!

Rofl i looked so tired that day! Came back from the concernt ceremony.. random pictures. 11.44pm, im so exhausteed!

The Twins!(Weiling&Weifen), Ferlyn&Huixin. i love their performance, i think i got a lil emotional, its like seeing them grow up, i like them so so much!

Happy birthday GWEN! and TIME TO SLP!

A ZA A ZA FIGHTING!! ^-^v

NO SIGNBOARD

2007-01-04T12:59:00.000+08:00

The past days had been so busy! I just started school and it's crazy, so guilty that i've been going out alot and haf no time to do my hmwk! Anyway, i caught up with Eric and Wayne, and finally got to meet UNCLE STEVEN!! i really like him!! and he likes me too =D from far he didnt look like what i'd thot he'd look but actually he looks really kind and friendly! And he treated us to YUMMY NO SIGNBOARD CRABBBBBBBS @ Kallang. omfg soooooo delicious and Wayne was veri nice he gave me the CLAWS so we had 2 claws each, so i think Uncle and Eric had nonerofl. The prawns were nice, the mantou was good, the coconut was whickeD and the VEGGIES were Godlike too! baobao~

Anyway we met up with the guys later for dota and Uncle came with us cos he wanted to know how to play the game lol, he's so cool(and he's a pastor!!). And he sat beside me --; so i tried to explain the whole game to him but there was alot of stuff to cover! i was so paiseh cos i was scared he was bored and Wayne didnt really help me out much since he was beside me, so nub he, didnt do any talking and still got owned 4times.. by ME! rofl.

So i shld haf went home with Uncle cos the guys ended playing til 4am. I was a lil annoyed cos Eric always say 1 game 1 game but the game is like 1hr+ -__- giveup.

The guys were giveup and EVIL, Eric was being a monkey, Wayne attacked me twice and scared the shit of me and Lloyd + Whitee + Tony were laughing like donkeys . and i realise im not good with picture taking, Llody was asking me if i haf any more pose, why always the same one LOL, =/.. Well my mother always said i wasnt photogenic and i cant act gui lian and still look cute. Yangchengling is VERI cute when she does multiple poses to the camera on guessx3, i bth!

So i got home and slept at 5+ and went sch at 9 and met Edmund and MISS CHANEL LEE PEI PEI in town at 5. OMFGG I MISSSSSS HER SO MUCH, she's one of those few girls i loveeeee to hang out with cos she's straightforward, crazy and delirous at times, veri much like me! And she's one of the prettttiest girls i've met even though we're both veri chor lor. So i like! We went to shop arnd and Edmund said he had to wait outside like some idiot lol so.. we bought shoes! We almost bought a similar pair of shoes but in the end, she got this really pretty brown shoes that matched her piratey bag, and i got myself brown pumps and this really classy black sequined heels. wo hen xi huan but i spent $160 on them T_T and eye shadows too! Other than the silvery grey and pink that i bought, im missing a metallic blue eye shadow, so if u know any nice ones, pls recommend it to me! =D

Oh then i went ktv with John and his fwens. omg tired tired tired and it RAINED lol, fortunately this hero bought an umbrella with him! lol so nice he sacrificed most of his umbrella for me cos i had like 2 huge bags to carry and the umbrella was small! LIKE MY DA GE!! We still wu suo bu tan and he's my big bear~

All right, imma grab lunch now, i havent post my xmas pictures yet either! Will do it in a little while cos many pictures to upload!

AND I LOVE JAPANESE CUCUMBER! :>

This Christmas

2006-12-30T18:13:00.000+08:00

Christmas was saved fortunately since we had it indoors this year! It had been raining so my spirits were a little low then, but the kids really lighten up the atmosphere (cos they cldnt wait til 12 to see Santa and open their presents!). All the smiles on their faces really made me happy that day even though some activities didnt go as planned but we still had lots of fun! Ok picture time lol.

Kjan and YiShun!

Eddie's TURBO CAR STEREO

My cousin bought this Santa Claus and stuffed it with sweets so the kids had to keep poking it till all the sweets fall out! I QUEUED BUT MY BAD COUSIN WENT TO JAB SANTA HARD so no chance T_T wait for next yr lol

Lol and see Yiren so cute in the last picture, pocketing all the sweets!

Then we played the Musical smth, the one u had to dance then standstil when the music stops lol, all the aunties were soooo shy only my mom danced bravely and my cousin tried to psycho all the others to join in! Charmain and Gillian are really gosu dancers too lol, their energy level is CRAZIEE!

So eventually it turned out to be bamboo game! lol initally i could go under, but then they lowered it so ridiculously only the kids could pass through, Yishun, Sherman were veri good! thanks to their daily dose of fighting and jumping i presume lol, Clara and Cherise made alot of effort cos they were wearing SKIRTS lol, Clara went upstairs to change into shorts like 3 times lol. maddness!

Viki is soooo cute! HEhe had all my aunts take picture with me! =D

Then we sang some karaoke, and little Niki dear sang Coco Lee's Zhen Qing Ren and went LATIN!! omg she jiggled her booty soooo well! i wished i was as brave as her lol, my mom told me to go clubbing to train my guts cos im always so paiseh lol. Anyway Niki got 2nd performing that song in a children's competition! so zai!

And here's my mom, Santa's Pixie of the year, lol she's sooo cute! Kenneth ended up as Santa this year and no one could guess who it was, so it was really hilarious when everyone kept asking arnd. And this Santa is different from the past ones! He doesnt say "HO HO HO!" until i told him to and U CANT SEE HIS EYES OR MOUTH. so funny!

I'm exhilarated the kids had so much fun this year, even though it might be a little spoilt due to the rain. It was still a veri heart-warming get together!

Mighty brother!

heheh STRONG GWEN!

CHEEKY MOTHER!

Lol my mummy and daddy are so hip, EVERYONE was jioing them to take a picture together, they're like the perfect old couple HAHAHAHA, ok not old but i think my parents are a wonderful match! Seeing them haf fun and laugh together really brings joy to my heart!

meowmeow & gwengwen~

Oh and MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR! Shawnshawn and i wish for everyone to be happy everyday in the new year!

My Grown Up Christmas List
Do you remember me
I sat upon your kneeI wrote to you
With childhood fantasies

Well, I'm all grown up now
And still need help somehow
I'm not a child
But my heart still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish
My grown up christmas list
Not for myselfBut for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list

As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely
Wrapped beneath our tree

Well heaven only knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A heartache human soul

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth(there'd be)

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, oh
This is my grown up christmas list
This is my grown up christmas list

Girls Night Out

2006-11-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

Well finally been able to find time to blog! This was probably 2wks ago lol. Its the first time i brought the kids on an official girls night out! They've been really good, and corny, and really fun to hang out with! i picked them up from tampines and these 2 girls, Clara & Cherish (long hair) really noisy! i bought them Japanese lunch and we bought tickets to Material Girls, well ordinary chick flick but we all enjoyed it.

Anyway these 2 girls are so pervertive! i went into the ladies cubicle and they entered the one next to me with the intention of peeping at me while i was doing my business.. ya! SO EVIL RIGHT. so paiseh and they tried to do it the 2nd time! so bad! but lucky im a nice aunt if not they're in for some piaking!

Thus after, we headed down to Heeren for the 2hr neoprint craze.

Both of them wanted to do the monkey bars and climb WITH SKIRTS ON, i give up lol. so i just pose while they flaunt their stunts. Cherise was so hilarious, while we were taking shots, the pole above fell onto her head HAHHAHA and she just "oww", i was asking her "come down quick!!" but she kept laughing and laughing and eventually rolled down the seat rofl.

I also asked them to do the heart shape with their hands but it was sorta overlayed by the border! T_T Cherise really looks veri photogenic! So good with the face emotions, Clara looks veri sweet and they had so many poses~ While i just had like several SAME poses -_- so lousy
. All in all, we took $30 of neoprints ROFL~

On the journey home, Cherise made sucha huge commotion cos she HAS THIS REALLY ROFL HABIT of LICKING PPL! Everywhere, from the moment i met her, it was lick arm, lick hand, lick face lol, so dighusting! but veri cute also lol. She declared that its her passion to lick ppl and her current hobby is to try to lick as fast as possible HAHAHAHA. so funny! Clara and i got owned in the mrt trying to siam from her venomous lickings. There was a pregnant lady she almost banged into several times, so scary la! but we all had sucha good laugh. oh and they also loved paopaocha as much as i do!! =D

Oh and on the way to Heeran, this hot mtv vj whom i didnt know was a vj initially(i thot they were newbies), picked me out and asked me to request for a song. Think it was Channel V remote control. I didnt know what channel that was for til i returned home asked abt it, so sua ku cos i said i dunno this program ROFL. i requested for Pero Me Aquerdo De Ti and when i said it he just gave me the look," can u pls repear that again?!" VERI CHEESY! Read abt him in 8days this wk, Dominic smth, Cherise told my mom he was her type of man she likes. MAN ok. lol

Anyway they crashed at my place and were veri guai! miss them so much now!

All right here are some of the pictures! Blogger's a lil screwed so i got frustrated trying to upload the pictures over and over again.

Gosu acting! Cherise so innocent!

This is my favourite picture! The one they tried to do the heart! i think the castle looks beautiful!

As you can see, Cherise seems to be the stronger of both and Clara is gettin viciously owned below lol.

Thanks to my cousin who helped me scanned the pictures and bordered it! Didnt haf to use picasa!

I'll blog again soon, overdued entries!

If You Didn't Love Me

2006-11-13T20:54:00.000+08:00

IF YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME

If every drop of water disappeared from the land
And every drop of ocean suddenly turned to sand
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

What if I woke up and couldn't hear a sound
And all that I could see was darkness all around
That would still be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

If I could have the world and all that money could buy
And I could travel far beyond the moon and the sky
If they gave me golden wings, well I still couldn't fly
Without you, nothing would matter

You and I walk beside each other day after day
But there's so much inside me, I never get to say
My life would be so empty with nothing left to feel
If you didn't love me
If you didn't love me.

Simplicity is Divine

2006-11-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

I've finally come to realise where my favourite shopping hangout is - the Supermarket. If i take the no. of times i visit the supermarket a wk multiply by the amt i spend every visit in a month, 2 x $15 x 4 = $120, i would actually be able to purchase 3 tops and a bottom from bugis village! I like to shop alone, and sometimes with Fish. And that's because it's the only time when he tells me i can have anything i want and he pays for the groceries, plus i love bonding time! We hardly spend time together, and we'd make several trips to the market everytime he books out.

And i've recently adopted the semi-healthy lifestyle, semi because the areas which im lacking are partially diet and solely exercise. i dun exercise and that's probably why i fall sick so often. However i've been feeling good and happy! My leathery skin is recovering, my migraines occur less than often and most importantly, I GO TO SCHOOL.

I was just relating this to a fwen - About how simple my life has been these few wks, from hectic late nights to absolute ennui to self-contentment. I'm still probably at level 2, and i feel that everyday i'm learning. This morning, my mom almost knocked a person down, scratch that, the man almost got himself knocked down. He was astounded and so were we! He literally jumped backwards when my mom honked at him(and this was the look on his face O_O!!!!!!!!!!!). It was a little scary but my dad taught me smth (indirectly), he said that man was probably from China, lived in the suburbs, wanted to make more for his family. In China, the traffic infrastructure is built differently from ours here, so he probably looked the other way when he was crossing the road, hasnt gotten quite used to it here i guess. Lol so my mom said he was scared out of his wits when he made his way across the road. And they were debating whether it was a person's attitude or recklessness that causes accidents. She also said it was his mistake for walking w/o making sure it was safe to walk, but "he's not the only one who does it, everyone makes that mistake, when you don't look carefully into the windscreen etc". Nvr knew my mom could be so deep HAHAHAHA.

And im thankful for my parents, it's not everyday ppl get to spend quality time with their parents, or ask how their day went, if we made a new fwen in school. Someone said children make mistakes because parents don't spend enough time with their children to correct them, teach them, so they find other alternatives to mi bu (compensate) them, and the time lost. Today my parents inspired me! =D~

Sometimes i have this uncanny feeling whenever my mom says smth totally unexpectedly, and i think,"hey that was exactly what was on my mind". For instance, when my godmother ask my mom why she wore out her new shirt she just got this morning and teased her,"Who you wanna show it off to?", she replied in Teochew," No one la, i don't dress up for others to see, i dress up for myself, make myself happy can alr". So cool~ Well most ppl wouldnt buy that cos most ppl are too concerned abt what others think of them, and dress to impress. I still do care, but their opinions hold little regard and have little influence on me since. Which is.. positive!

I'm so much like my mother, my dad always claims that we're so similar, that i cant make up my mind on clothes, i always ask others usually the family if i dressed ok, if the shoes matched, that's partly cos i don't have a life-sized mirror at the balcony and sometimes, i just feel diffident and needed some encouragement. And he told me once," If you like someone just go ahead, have a relationship with him, don't bother about what your mother say(abt having more options etc), she can be very nonsense and wants everything to be done her way." ROFL, so like me! He says im veri idealistic, super hygiene freak, and a perfectionist. Lol which reminds me that Eric always tell me funny facts about myself that i nvr realised till he mentioned and i'll go " YA YA YA!!". Lol. he's sick, and i wish him well and i'll pray for him the next time i visit the temple. HONOURED TO BE ON PRAYING LIST?

Anyway, my life has probably been sch-home-market-family outings. I like it, but i reckon i'm gonna get sick of it sooner or later since i havent met close fwens for the last couple of wks. But i really enjoy it, i like the short quiet time spent drinking my paopaoccha while walking home everyday, having mommy's home-cooked food, feeling energised when i wake up in the morning and having all the time to read and think to myself.

Because awhile ago, i had been having this conflicting psychic struggle about letting go all those material stuff and spending less money, only necessarily (tho i still don't but still trying!) and i told Fish about it. About how i wanted to start salsa lessons a yr ago with Attap-Chi, about jogging, about slping early about being less self-centred and nvr got about doing it. He's so learned~he told me plain talk doesnt get anything done, it's the cause of action i choose to take that will ultimately change my course of direction and achieve my goal. I'm so glad i have him, he's always there to advise me, inspire me and understand me, not every guy can do that! Most of the time, it takes another person to help you understand yourself and Fish definitely knows me better than i do myself. So i've finally taken the first step to slping early! Easy said, it was so hard cos an activity like chattin on msn or dota cld delay my slp for more than an hr.

And just ytd, you told me i had become somewhat a woman. that means im growing up AND GROWING OLD. Not that i really mind, but it's kinda sad! And i've got this weird tendency of being a little girl when im with you, i wonder if that'll change when i age. you tell me to keep it natural and it keeps me sane. I'm your warm cup of milo right? o^_^o

Oh and I really admire girls who can do foul faces, big pouts and make their face blown up and still look cute, lol, i just cant do it and still look good, probably infront of my mom just to aggravate her cos she says it looks really ugly,"want to act cute also not like that one mah". HAHAHAHA. But i just like it. my mommy is pulchritudinous, in every aspect. And i want to be just like her.

And this is my baby nieces singing Caocao! Been doing this alot with them!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=npmVWluNb00

I'm many other things..

2006-11-05T19:37:00.000+08:00

Rofl i miss my childhood! Not every part of it, but well for the most part, i do.

And i realise i've always been given veri peculiar or naughty names since a little girl, and i think i still rmb some of them! And for the past years with Fish, he always invented really funny nicknames whenever i make a sound or do smth weird. So, the list goes on:

Baby years:

Xiaoping - Everyone in my family calls me by this name, xiaoping jiejie, xiaoping yiyi, xiaoping gugu. heh veri easy for the kids to pronounce my name, but unfortunately for my sister, it can be really embarrassing when the kids or sometimes fwens mispronounce and make subtle jokes of her name. Rujiao would become Hujiao, Lajiao, Xiangjiao and eventually "L*nJiao" yiyi. Veri memorable indeed Clarabelle! My sister's really sensitive!

Huai ren - My favourite cousins used to call me that all the time after "XIAOPINGGGGGG AH!", when i make trouble at their homes. i would go arnd watering the plants THEN pluckin the petals off the beautiful flowers in my uncle's garden and help him cut off the grass with his huge scissors whahahha. And he would get so mad! Every sunday. Yeah.

Aged 6-12:

Xiao Ping Guo - That's what the bus auntie/uncle used to called me when i took the schoolbus home. I was always the last passenger and auntie would always get 4d or Toto numbers from me! And i haf no idea why but i haf never paid the bus fees at the end of every month lol.

Oh, and those childhood games you used to play with your neighbours? Zero Point or block soccer and just hanging out at the playground at 5 every day. i miss miss miss my old neighbourhood fwens cos we'd bring out our rope made out of rubber bands, rollerblades and soccer ball and just race and run arnd the blocks playing hide-n-seek everyday. We nvr really knew each other's names cos we call one another by our nick names, usually after a favourite fruit.

Haha, i rmb Banana (my close close gf who drank beer at 10), and her brother rambutan. The twins, and this pretty girl who used to sit on the swing with me and just chat, she was in SAC too but i was too shy to talk to her, think her real name is Deorene or smth. Oh my sister was orange and my brother was coconut when he was old enuff to race with us lol.

Omg u know we used to challenge one another to fly out of the swing and see who lands the furthest wld be the winner, im damn pro at that, but once i really landed hard on my chest, piak, SO PAIN omfg. zz. And donald duck and white ranger who i played soccer with, and Genevie who always offered me those fruity vitamins and who taught me to rollerblade like a pro! She inspired my sister to rride the bicycle i think, and shame on me, still cant ride a bicycle, giveup.

Mu Lao Hu - ROFL, that's cos i used to fight the boys so much, this boy called Edwin in my class started calling me tigress tang. The girls, i rmb June used to ask me to avenge them cos the boys bully them. This bian tai boy called Danny Heng enjoyed bio-ing girl's panties when he was in pri 2 OK! WDF, who taught him that, see we can even rmb his name. danny dada heng. giveup.

Oh once during pri 4, i wasn't taking the usual bus anymore, i moved to Simei and this bus was hell. The bus driver was horrid, the boys were big bullies and the girls were SOOOOOOOOOO vain and no one helped me! i usually bochup but once this boy was so arrorgant and shouted at the bus uncle and the uncle thought he cld tame the boy when he brought out his CANE HAHAHAHAHA, so funny right, kept a cane in the bus rofl but the boy was so rebellious he #^!#%!#$% the uncle till he lanlan. Then i kan bu xia and lashed out at him. ROFL GG! Since then the journey home was toturous, everyone wanted to dui fu wo but i always sat near the uncle cos he had cane rofl and tried to ignore them.

However one day, i rmbed it was a saturday morning, we started arguing again and i felt veri helpless cos the battle was like bus boys/girls VS xiaopingguo, and one of the boys dared the arrogant boy to slap me. And i yelled," YOU DARE!" aND HE spit AT ME, he SPIT AT ME omfg, FIRE!! i think i was really angry and i morphed into justice gwen! a veri violent one tho, i jumped and hung onto the bars and lifted my legs and kick him so hard, i think he got owned but he retaliated like hit me on my hand or smth gg, i felt veri scared ROFL. then i think i was reaching my place, i quickly alighted the bus and stoned on the ground for a long long time and started sobbing. i think i was scared shit, and i nvr sat on that bus again. =/ mighty gwen! well at least now i dun haf to fend for myself, fish will protect me! ROFL

Aged 12-16:

Pubic Hair - This has got to be THe most humiliating 2 words anyone has ever used on me. I had veri weird curly twigglish hair after i chopped my long hair off when i was 12. and this notorious gang in my sch didnt like me cos they thought i "stole" their good fwen away cos she started hanging out with me alot. But hey i didnt force her to be my fwen or backstabbed them since i nvr knew them. And this girls wld bang into me intentionally near the corridoors and call me names when they pass me by. I still rmb their names and i really loathed them. i was pretty much intimidated in sch until i had a veri close bunch of fwens i made from wc3. i miss kl and john and keith and sulin, kenny and gang! i felt veri safe! And i knew they'll always haf my back when i need them. Anyway the girls turned out to be ahlians now! im not really rejoicing but i really didnt haf a good time at all in school. i was sucha cry baby, luckily i had my daddy who'd always listen to my rubbish and headaches and tuck me in bed. i know veri odd for a 13yr girl.

oh some of my brother's fwens calls him that too. They don't know that it can be quite hurtful, he big ego big pride. but i think it just sounds really awful. =/

Aged 16-18:

Piggy Gwen - Given by DsD)Delete(, lol we used to eat at mac alot cos there was always the 20nuggets promo and i wld gobble down most of the nuggets Reny bought and he'd be so unhappy abt it! Everytime he says! John always bought me my favourite meiji chocolates, and the then, vanilla milkshake. my bearbear! He bought kl and i this star pillow that was really in then, forgot what it was, those made from sand i think..

Carrot legs - By reny, cos i was quite fat then, too much gelare and nuggets and food overall.

Shrek - I took a picture with John's shrek toy when i was veir bahbah (meaty)! Cow also had a thing abt naming my boobs. ROFL, Suez Canal and.. i forgot the other, mount smth, evermore? Thanks to the gosu photographers hurhur!

Since i met you at 17:

Baby tiger - He's been calling me baby tiger cos i was playing Tekan on his psp and i was struggling to win and he said i look like a baby tiger pawing and battling hard with his psp. ROFL i felt so paiseh as if i was gonna smash his psp. Perhaps cos i make too much noise when i play wc3 or dota or fighting games lol.

Over the years..he's got me multiple names..

1. gwengwen
2. daodangui
3. googoogaga
4. mophead (when i had that doll hair lol)
5. naughtygirl
6. baobao
7. da lan zhu
8. little apple/kitten
9. mama bear ( yeah, the thing with Godilocks and the 3 bears)
10. mafan dan
11. pussycat
12. litte girl
13. bombergirl!

And i love my meowmeow!~ Be strong ok!

Whether it had been a good past or an unhappy one, i am still veri contented. And veri exciting when i think of it again whahahah. i think i liked to fight alot that's why i enjoy fighting games so much. a za a za fightiNgS! o^-^o

ATTACK OF THE FLU 2

2006-10-28T12:42:00.000+08:00

Even though i was really caught up with the flu, i managed to be a good girl and work as promised! Kirk wanted to find me a replacement at the last min, so considerate of him but i figured that wouldnt be veri kind. And my mom would probaby get mad at me for not turning up for work," Na li ke yi zhe yang, ni mei ci dou zhe yang de leh" and she'll start giving me the cold shoulder attack. Giveup. And my parents are so nice, waited for half an hr at somerset and drove me to work T_T

Anyways, the small event at Four Seasons Hotel last night turned out great, the organisers were really nice, and i got to know someone new! No cam = no pictures, not a camera fanatic, but i'll make effort to bring my camera out more often, because the place looked quite grand, i love the chandeliers and huge huge lamps made out of glass leaves. But anyway i was sick, so it wouldnt haf turned out nice. Lucky me we haD food, like those we haf in wedding dinners ROFL, and a small bouquet of roses from the GM. i wanted the money pot tho $_$ And thank you Kirk and fwen who refused to give me his name sent me home ytd. Nice boss lol

Nth much has been going on lately, other than the Newface finals which is so over but i did took some pictures! Was really thrilled to see the girls, Emiko, Pie, Sophie, Jana(pardon me if i spelt her name wrongly) and ANGELIA etc..! Shikeen left b4 i could even take a picture with her T_T

Peggy was a winner that night!

........................... Right when i finished typing the last sentence, and msning and chatcrafting and coughing, I PUKED. HAHAHAHAHAHAH so gross, but now it's ok i WASHED UP. Lucky there was a dustbin right next to me, SMELLY =D Think im so used to being sick, i can laugh abt it but i really dun enjoy slping alone without the air conditioner and then breaking out in cold sweat sometimes. and no one to go to the bathrm with me at night -_____-

Anyway, my brother celebrated his birthday last wk on the 22nd, with his godparents and our cousins, and i shared his joy over the webcam lol.

HAPPY HAPPY birthday, even though im not there and nvr as close to you as Rujiao. Though i express my feelings in a slightly less affectionate way and always rough up to you, yell at you but that's because you denied all my kisses when we were young! But i still love you veri veri much okay =D~ And congrats to you-know-wad-i-shld-be-talkin-abt and late gift ok. study hard, stop being so self-obsessed for awhile and grow more haiR! HAHAHAHA *kiss

And the other day, i was browing thru my fwenster and i HAD to save this picture, for humour's sake. KENNY FTW. And i'm really excited for his new plans! gl

GAY. ROFL

ATTACK OF THE FLU

2006-10-28T10:42:00.000+08:00

Apparently, it's becoming a monthly routine to get ill and i'm so accustomed to it, i don't need to see a doctor anymore! Its sucha waste of gold and chinese herbs seem to be a better alternative sometimes.

DAY 1 AT SCHOOL WAS HORRIBLE! What a bad start for a new term =/ i only attended sch on the fourth day ROFL and unfortunately i started where i left off last sem.

Last sem, during the 2days of exams, i went into the wrong classrooms! So exciting right! Lucky gwen, she's so thick-skinned doesnt really care abt being paiseh. This sem, i walked into the wrong lecture hall. GJ, like some suaku, someone even offered me to sit with them and the next min i realised im in the wrong class. Giveup, so tedious and dreadful cos IM REALLY LAZY..
AND BECAUSE THE TEACHER IS A WITCH. FAT & EVIL WITCH!

I woke up too early for a class that i didnt know was not cancelled, i called i email-ed but the teacher was AWAY. Thus given my lazy nature, i decided that the teacher cancelled it! Anyway i was an hr early for the next class, thats why i was in the wrong lecture, i returned to the class i was supposed to be having an hr before and..

SorryGwen: Sorry i was informed that there wasnt any class for this subject but my care person just reconfirmed it with me so i'm here.
D'Cotta: Well, the person who had given you the information must be idiotic, and you must be even more idiotic to have believed him.
AngryAndNotSorryGwen: . . .

LOL I was FUMING!!! and a little stunned and a little amused But i kept my mouth shut lest i start lashing out like a fool, i mean im not embarrassed but she called me an IDIOT LOL. She must be partially demented or smth. Next time i'll salute her,"YES MAM!", then maybe i wont feel so mad. I smsed my meimei and she said smth funny to cheer me up, many loves~

And the next lesson at 3 was cancelled when i took a cab down from home. -_-

All in all, suay! =D But dear said gwengwen veri strong! i think i power-ed up! Like bomberman HAHAHAHAH. stop imitating how he calls my name ok! He bought me a bomberman soft toy last wkend, ROFL cos i like the game on ps since young and so i suggested the game to him. Now it's got him Addicted too! i think im gonna get one myself since my timetable is so messed up AND WE CAN MULTIPLAYER!~ Oh he said i look like bomberman so if he ever saw one, he wld buy it for me, SO SILLY. lol but it's veri sweet cos he nvr bought me such stuff and used to say soft toys are useless and a waste of money.. So there's bombergirl..

Fittin well with the other inmates!

meowmeow

World Without End

2006-10-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

Marriage is more than just a wedding ceremony, more than just roses and aisles, paper and gowns, food and angbaos. It is, for sure, more than love.

I believe marriage is when a pair of lovers have braved storms and weathered rain so much so that their souls entwine, and become 1, and you'll never feel complete without him/her.

I've always wished for a man who could give me love, a love so divine and dangerously beautiful, it would kill. But stories like these are hard to come by, you'd probably encounter horrible incidents and incidents like these, would weave into a grieiving yet miraculous tale, like those you see in korean dramas.

Thus, simple relationships can be veri fulfilling and also beautiful. I long for the day when i could tell him i love him deep enough to say that i know his face so well, i could probably recite a poem about it backwards.

15. Yes, that's the number of years my cousin and his fiancee have been together, probably the number of plasma tvs they have at home as well. My aunt's house has so many rooms, it's ridiculous.

I havent any idea what marriage would be like, but i know that i totallyy dig weddings because there's ABALONE, SHARK'S FIN and I LOVE GETTING TOGETHER WITH MY BIGBIG FAMILY. Hence, the massive photo-taking session.

I'm really lazy to carry on typing tonight lol, so i'll let the photos bring abt the events that played on that day.

Morning Tea Ceremony

HAHAHAHA, i was so tied up with this sweetheart, but bugging her to take a DECENT photo with me was sucha chore. She's so adorable, they said she looked like me when i was a toddler! So i didnt spare any time for the bride and groom rofl. my bad.

I'm obviously the one on the right! SO cute! ok meimei also veri cute! hahahaha

Upon arriving at Carlton's

I persuaded many to take family photo! So wasted if we don't!

Then i started cam-whoring HAHAHA, and my subjects are my nieces and nephews! It's a rare ocassion when i bring camera, so I REALLY MADE GOOD USE OF IT, I THINK I HAF 150 photos rofl.

GOGO!

The Bride and Groom, accompanied by the veri handsome mini feiyuqing & flowergirl.

In-between Steamed fish and Hong Kong noodle dishes

HAHAH, i was eating abalone with sea cucumber and THE THING! It was alive, slipped right off my spoon, onto my chest BUT fortunately, i caught it IN TIME with my hands, gross but my dad said i haf fast reflex! ROFL hiah! c(,")===D

ROFL, BRODZ are actually my cousins's cousins from paternal side. gay brothers.

XI NU AI LE. HANDSOME BOYS!

Yishun is so handsome, Chanel likes him, cos she only likes handsome kids -_-. Yiren has such a glib tongue, my mom would be charmed into buying chocolates and candies for him every wkend. HAHAHA THEY HAF A XI NU AI LE VIDEO, DAMN ROFL. ok that's the reason why i'm gonna learn to upload videos. =D

Rofl, i had a frightening experience with stick-on bras that night, it's like, sticky but doesn't really stick. I was so terrified wondering when if it'll JUST FALL OFF MY BOOBS ANYTIME while eating abalone. giveup, but veri funny whenever the kids see me adjusting it, i'll just clamp both my hands onto my chest, MAKE IT STICK FOR GOOD. It makes them giggle cos veri *siusiu*, "Eee, xiaoping yiyi!" Yiren likes to poke them rofl!

Wrapping-up

Mini vitamin LOVE for me!

i love my chandelier earrings. FINALLY got chance to wearr. lol

i love this picture, feels so nostalgic.

Lol, i still managed to pen down so much. TIRING!

Anyway, i just hope the newly-weds will go on together for a long long time~

"Of all the blessings life can bring,
I've always needed something,
But i've got all i want
When it comes to loving you."

Baby bought me a gift awhile ago, and i think it looks so vintage! many loves!

Lol, i actually like the coolness and clarity of the light in the picture COS I TOOK IT.

GAY PICASA

2006-09-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

Just a week ago, i got to work for an event for an unexpected client. LOL, MY OWN CASTING COMPANY. it's weird to haf Bryan and Kelbro see me in the AMD uniforms and work not as a caster. -_- Though eventually, i ended up becoming wad Thomas called a commentator-caster-player! GOSU =D i won GPS and Musica in 1v1 DOTA HAHAHAH. I DIDNT WANT THEM TO GIVE CHANCE, i think theyy did :<

I t was quite a refreshing change cos they only had 2 girls! And it's the first time i'm working with PpG, havent met her in sucha long time, and we've had our misunderstandings when i was younger but we cleared that up during lunches lol! i felt she was sincere to me! i always thought that if a person wants to gei siao with me and act all nice and pretentious, then i'd rather not be your fwen. Straightforward is good!

Oh we had to approach people to participate in the 1v1 tournament at the AMD booth, and i'd find it hilarious whenever PpG approaches an angmoh and they'd turn arnd looking dazed. lol MESMERIZED MORE LIKE IT! Her big shiny eyes always makes a person melt, including myself! imbal. See!

OMG I FINALLY DID IT! Peggy had told me how i could make a collage of pictures and i never really did it because i thot i was some computer illiterate but the programme was really easy! Just click click then i found "Picture Collage" then TADAH! so nice!

Damn gay! So easy! o^-^o

Reny was veri nice too! i had a really bad throat the 2nd day and he bought me lengyang mixed with powdery thing and god, does it taste like crap! T_T And he wanted to buy a jacket so we shopped arnd, but me itchy hands, went to try this dress! lol reny said it was a beautiful dress! whahaha ok i think he meant "gwen looks gorgeous in this dress". ROFL reny owned? lol im so nonsense today.

AND ME SAW HAX SWIMSUIT THAT I WANTED TO BUY long ago. I wanted you to see it before i buy it but you're in camp T_T me show! I like this one from Tannlines(1st from left), not this design tho, but the same cut in black. i love black!

And the last one from VS, it's damn hot help! me love 1-piece suits, perhaps i'd think i could use them in the swimming pools since i'm not a beach girl but still look all right! I'm not a fan of bikinis, they cover little! T_T lol reny said 1-piece are meant for tearing lol nfi what that means tho.

FISH NEEDS VITAMIN LOVE~

2006-09-24T20:41:00.000+08:00

Preparing a simple dinner helped lightened his spirits. He seemed really really happy and grateful! heheh he gave it a 7.5/10 =D. i wish i could do it more often, i love cooking! i feel delighted and satisfied when someone appreciates my food lol. My mom don't really wanna impart her gosu skills to me tho, i think she's afraid i mess up the kitchen and she'll haf to celan up after me heheh. Oh we had soup with baguette, spaghetti with loads of cheese and he paid for the ingredients lol.

Lol as you can see, its kinda a lil shabby, we haf china my mom bought 20yrs ago lol, a plate from IKEA and bowl probably from the market. =D multi-racialism! lol i've a discriminating taste for good fooooood so the food really didnt taste that bad though i really apologised for the beef that was a lil raw, usually its well done =/

Oh we went Sakae Sushi and we bummed into HAHAHAH SULIN AND JESS! rofl its eons ago since i've met them! i told my fishy i really really missed those days when i was a schoolgirl! In my white-blue uniform and fat carrot legs hahaha. We'd haf ice cream at Gelare every tuesday, hang out at Keith's and outings on weekends, all so reminiscent T_T~

Anyway while we were eating, fish and i tried to catch up on stuff, he $%!#$^%*! alot abt army but that's ok, he's in armour infantry just so you know and he claims that the place is torturous and the work is give up lol. He's almost sinking into depression T_T my poor baby! The soldiers would haf to wake up at 5am, slog till 10pm when they FINALLY get to rest on the bed ( you cant use the phone or lie on the bed from times 5am-10pm) but sometimes, the officers get nasty and would wake them up at 2am to whack them. LOL, funny as it may sound, he T_T when he told me about all the monstrous things they do to them. *baobao*

So men who get 8-5 vocations ought to feel lucky okay! lol fish said he buaytahan when they complain that their 8-5 vocations are dull when he's out in the forest camouflaging the tank with leaves HAHAH damn funny! i learnt so much army stuff, sometimes listening to the stories are really interesting, abit pain also cos there are some with veri heart wrenching stories like, their gf are not supportive and would leave their bfs when they are serving NS ( i heard that's the most depressing thing that could happen lol) and they could not do anything abt it because they are inside camp, so they would report depression and woo their gfs again. Commandos poor thing also! During training, they'd haf to endure beatings from 3 instructors for 2 mins lol, pain pain T_T

Ah enough about that, i'm just really glad we spent almost every min together these 2 days, i had many paopaocha, oo my parents love paopaocha too, i always buy 1 for them SO THEY CAN SHARE WHAHAHA disghusting lol, but they like =D and double pearl! And i'm so thankful i haf a bf who'd rush out of the house in the morning to get me bento and paopaocha and loves me sososososoo much!

Oh i love this neoprint most out of the rest,
PpG looks like a big jiejie and i felt like i was 16 again =D